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hey !
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
hello.apa khabar ?
ada baik ?
k, tkmoh emo ehk.
kite dan awak da bbual :].
know what ?
ade satu hari tu dlm bas teringatkan china.
and tears welled up in my eyes.
lagi sipi da jatoh.
and I miss those moments ngan awak pat china.
urgh.
dan bestie, jgn pernah ragui kepercayaanku terhadapmu. :]
chey.
yest, something scary happened.
tido tk bace doa.
and for a few seconds I was kaku on the bed.
could not move, could not talk.
it was around 12.30 am uh.
first I was damn afraid.
tuhan saje yang tahu.
I bace-ed everything I know.
al-fatihah, ayat kursi, and zikir and selawat, and all.
felt like something was lying down on me.
I think around 1 or 2 mins.
da ok, kejut mama cpat2.
and she played the zikir dan selawat cd.
then I couldnt sleep.
all the way till 2 am.
this morning, mama told atok.
atok said, some kinda jin controlled me.
I was ____.
aku serik.
tknk lagi.
mesti taubat cpat2.
ni 2nd time, I told myra b4.
but ni lagi lame.
mama kate, nak tido mesti miring ke kiri or kanan.
which I'm not so used to.
cnnot pandang atas.
eeeh.
ok adios.
syiba mood okay2 lah.
bile fikir pasal ayah,
sedih banget.
:/
how could you ?
you always sang this song to me, ur all-time fav.IMY. ILY. how could you do this to me ?
dulu, you said you want to be a bird that could fly to me and see everything I'm doing.
to see if I'm fine. and now, you can. I know you saw it.
every tear I cried for you, ayah.you saw me praying to God.
you saw me staring at ur pic. the only pic I have of you.
maybe you read the letter I wrote to you in my diary.
you saw Mama acting like tht.
and if you were there, you would try ur best to stop her.
I know.
you know imy, ily.
ayah, how could you ?
(original one from broery marantika ! better !)
Bulan sabit
Yang jatuh dipelataran
Bintang redup
Tanpa cahaya gemintang
Langkah tanpa arah
Sesat di jalan yang terang
Aku yang terlena dibuai pelukan dosa
Chorus:
Ingin pulang membalut luka hatimu
Ku pun tahu betapa pedih batinmu
Beri kesempatan atau jatuhkan hukuman
Andai maaf pun tak kau berikan
Air mata tulus jatuh di sudut bibir mu
Tak terlintas dendam di bening mata indah mu
Aku yang merasa sangat berdosa pada mu
Masih pantaskah mendampingi mu
Biar lah bulan bicara sendiri
Biarlah bintang kan menjadi saksi
Tak kan ku ulangi walau sampai akhir nanti
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