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Miss Awhhsomeee.  Nasyiba Sahari :D 18% dummiesity 17% crapology 14% chimonology 12% cleverbumness 11% stubbornism 9% vaingloriousity |
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my lovelies ahmad aisyah(junior) amelina atikah(junior) atiqah(PTPS) atiqah anuar(CSS) ayuni elfin faraway farhana(PTPS) filiana fitri gisela hidayah jasmine kaiqi aka kiiqa(dance camp) kasilah myrah(OBS) nadhirah nadiah priscilla qayyum rara(PTPS) sabrina(PTPS) sarah sohniya suhaila(junior) verlyn zhong ting credits
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Cinta yang bagai lubang kugali
Dengan tanah-tanah asmara
Membuatku jatuh ke dalamnya
Rasa sesak berkali-kali
Tidak ku sangka
Lautan api yang telah kurenangi
Dengan segala api cinta
Membuatku lemas bila kau tiada
Rindu dendam, sayang tapi benci
Tidak ku sangka
Kehadiranku ini tidak dihargai
Setelah lama kau bersandiwara
Menyesal kerana percaya
Kerana cintamu tidak pernah suci
Tidak ku sangka
Kata-kata hati selama ini
Semuanya salah belaka
Semua hanya sementara
Semua mimpi, bukan realiti
Aku memang sot these days.
ntah, ntah, ntah.
lupe, lupe, lupe.
Hidup ini memang bisingggg kan carrot.
Mama dah call cekgu hanita.
so now my probs at home pon da ade relation dngn skola.
smehow :/ .
memang menconteng arang ke muke aku yang lawa ni.
dan hanye kamu yang tawu, jadi tlg diam. hahah.
But God answered my prayers yesterday.
and I was yelling like I owned the whole Clementi lydatt.
Alhamdulillah.
I'm a durian addict. police police, arrest me.
I must stop spending money on them.
1 week, 4 times. Godddd.
but fruits are good. very gooood.
Aku sayang apples .
nenek kasi, simpan dalam wardrobe.
lol.
Mendaki tuition bessst lah sey :D
more motivated nak pergi.
so random. ..
Oh ya.
Any idea what humans nowadays are turning into?
Aliens? Monsters? Devils? Demons?
that Faten 3/6 fitnah-ed me :( .
ppl like her, really, masokkan sampah dalam mulut pon tk kan stop nyer.
nonox die square la sey.
aku mawu stare2.
kalau die ade mulut, bleh buat crite,
aku pon ade mate.
due lagi tu.
besar plak tu. aku boleh stare2.
jage kau.
aku tk bleh critekan SEGALENYE.
biar lah.
motto aku : ssh.
pasal hidup ni memang bissing.
dan I can't tahan blabbermouths.
and pretenders.
pretenders kan, they say they miss you on monday.
and on tuesday, they avoid you.
wednesday, they make you feel invisible.
thursday, they never talk to you.
on friday, they go with other ppl.
and made you cry over the weekend.
let's talk bout everyone.
garfield, aku tak paham kamu.
badak, aku sayang kamu.
carrot, aku kasihani kamu.
santa claus, aku tak tawu.
and kude, aku rindu kamu.
kesian btol aku eh. :(
I always look back as I walk away.
This memory will last for eternity
And all of our tears will be lost in the rain
when I find my way back to your arms again.
sayonara.
before
after
rastafari
we emo-ed, cried here
this is where I'm heading to.
ni seha tau. lol
nas rudy, ?
kwang3
palawan beach <3
he asked me: hemsen tak?.jpg)
isnt tht cute.
isnt tht sweet.
guitar lesson !
my love <3:D
Everything’s in my diary jadi sape dpt bace tu besar pangkat tau myra.
Must be honoured.
Of course I can’t stuff everything in my diary into this blog, no time liao.
Let me recall what I wanna say.
June hols are boring.
-.-
What else?
I broke up with wool. I cannot stand him la.
At first I was afraid I would regret.
But after talking to zura, I felt convinced that I’m making the right choice.
And then teddy bear talk3.
Then blahblahblah.
I miss us. Just the three of us, mann. Don't you ? and you?
Twari jumpe teman2 lagi,
And someone figured this out:
Itu Nasik sama itu Kicap
Slalu kat bawah blok isap2.
Like fuck like that.
Oh ya, fyi, I’m having FEVER.
My temp, up down up down, donno why.
I was wishing to die. Serious.
Then Mama always massage my feet and put ice cold water on my head.
On my funeral, you will see her massaging me and putting ice cold water on my kain kapan instead of pacai. And then Myra will be like this:
TULAH, I ASKED YOU TO TAKE CARE YOU DON’T WANT. HAIYO. SEE LAH !
She will repeat it over and over again.
Then I want my grave to be covered with red roses whoooh.
Pgi doctor, balek je kene marah.
Suke nah ungkit. Ape nye mak gini.
Lagi sayang duit dari anak.
“kau tengok ! tak pasal2 $30 aku abes !”
Kalau nak aku bayar balek boleh la dok.
And that fucking food coupon dah buat aku more motivated to eat during recess (I’m fat, btw) and worse, my school pocket money kene potong $1.50 per day.
Like WTF. Ni de mama de pang sai uh.
Let’s talk about yesterday night.
Finally, I spoke up.
After months.
I don’t know if I should come back to you, honestly.
I spent so much time thinking about it.
But I keep coming back to those memories together back then.
And it hurts a lot. I can’t believe all this while you took me for granted.
How slow can the connections of my brain cells be?
If I knew earlier, if I didn’t listen to everything that you said, if I didn’t take this friendship seriously, I would have been okay.
You simply can’t understand how much you mean to me. you said don't wanna go back to sq 1 rite.but sometimes it seems like we're coming to an end. and I'm afraid cos ppl say, the higher you climb, the harder you fall. will you let me fall again?
oh aku ngan myra nye sci experiment is still on eh beb? >.< gi mana sih?
The first week of term 3, life was like tooot.
Mama almost called cekgu hanita. I gave her the number earlier.
Not because of me, but ______.
I didn’t tell anyone, cos would they understand?
I have my pride.
It all started like this.
The first one is 7th june.
Teet teet teet, *sigh. :(
Then 16th june.
Teet teet teet, *sigh. :(
By that time I was so damn stressed up.
Then ____ postponed to 23rd june (school starts).
Teet teet teet, *sigh. :(
And Mama was ______ for ______.
I missed _______.
So I took out his photo from my diary every recess.
I went to the _________.
I went to those very quiet ones. Sometimes I went 4th floor.
I ______ in the _________.
I had to be careful not to wet my u so I brought packs of tissues.
And I was alone.
But I was happy about that.
Sometimes when I didn’t need much privacy I just ______ in class.
I ______ my table. And then wipe it with tissue.
Then elfin said don’t emo,…
I smiled.
Fake lah, duh.
I don’t deserve to smile, do I?
I felt so small.
.
Many ppl are talking about new _______.
New this, new that.
But what do I have?
Many ppl get new stuffs.
But what do I have?
UNFAIR.
Bila Harus Memilih – SN
Dulu kau pernah berjanji pada diriku
Untuk menjaga dan menyayangiku
Itu bererti sampai akhirnya kau meninggalkanku
Kini kau ingin kembali pada hatiku
Setelah kau pergi meninggalkanku
Haruskah hati memberi kesempatan dirimu
(chorus)
Haruskah aku percaya segala yang kau ucapkan?
Kata-kata maafmu, kata-kata memohon
Untuk kembali kepadaku
Meski cintaku padamu lebih dari yang kau tahu
Namun mengerti kasih, tak semudahnya itu
Melupakan yang telah kau lakukan padaku
(bridge)
Beri aku waktu untuk memikirkan yang terbaik
Cinta jadi dilema
Pergi atau pun kembali
Nasyiba D: