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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
booo !
lol !
ska is d best one !!!
KEMING? hahah.
wello.
Finally I finished the HEcons folio for tmrw's presentation.
but life still sucks babe. it always does :D
planned to come home damn early, but then I haven't taken the history class test, and lala asked me to finish the bla bla bla, so stayed jgak. I'm sorry if I showed some bad attitude towards work, but I am REALLY sick of HEcons project.
fuuh. pon school for 1 day, seemd like 1 year.
many hmwk >.<
I'm looking forward to 2016. by tht time, I may be done with all these school stuff.
ouh I feel sorry for the still-so-young peeps. :(
studies suck !
friday coming, I don't want cca !
oh and guess what. we're performing for deeparaya, using kain batik.
lol ! ape nak buat.
oh ya I think Monday was my unlucky day.
got out of the wrong side of the bed ey?
aisey bedah. yes, really. damn stressed up, so tht's why tues tk dtg.
lucky mama agreed to write letter.
well I found a song in my com, believed to be composed by my cousin.
damn nice. lyrics tk clear, so decided to make my own.
thx to Caca and this singer called Shaiful Hakim.
Just look into my eyes
I promise I won’t cry
I won’t shed a tear, I’ll try
Even if you say goodbye.
Is our love gonna die?
Was everything a lie?
Though we did give it a try.
We’re falling apart, and I don’t know why
That everything you said to me
Never comes out like it’s real
Just tell me why, girl, baby tell me why
If you can’t accept my love for you
You can say I’m not the one for you
Just tell me why, tell me…
Aight tell me if you really want me
Don’t act like you don’t need me
Tell me what you feel
Or if you don’t, don’t feel it
Feel like wanting me here
Please stop acting like you care for me
Just tell me what you feel
When I’m around you
You act like I’m not there
You tear my heart into pieces
Pretends I’ve never existed.
I can’t believe your love for
Me has faded away
You can’t see all the tears I hold
You can’t hear all my thoughts untold
Cos everything that you can see
Are your sweethearts but not me
You could have told me, girl, could have told me all
You could tell me I was such a fool
Who went around knowing you
I should have seen, girl, that you’re not sincere
Tell me if you really want me
Don’t act like you don’t need me
Tell me what you feel
Or if you don’t, don’t feel it
Feel like wanting me here
Please stop acting like you care for me
Just tell me what you feel
I'm ending this soon, and while my patience has not reached its limit, I'll just act like I don't know you. !
biatch.
okay. mmm.
this weekend's gonna be an old type, when I usually stayed at home and lazed around.
so.. anyone want me out on a date or smth? lol. got no tuition liao.
yay-ness.
goodbye. sayonara. eee. no. I anti-jap.
selamat tinggal.
the girl who tries not to like you but ends up falling even harder.
>.<
oh and I realised all along someone backstabbed me online. damnnn. some jurongvillers lerh.
bloody mofo. hahah.
wtHELLO :)
Monday, August 25, 2008
this week is the worst week of the term I guess.
still some school stuff undone !
1. Home Econs Project
2. E-buku stuff
3. journal
4. history ws
5. english ws
and yesterday spent at least 6 hrs like tht, outside, on Home Econs project.
Went west mall to buy some stuff, and someone tapped on us (lala and me) and it was adeline.
extra la she. chiobu? kahkahkah.
so couldnt resist shopping.
*window-shopping.
went to angela's place to do, and was really, really stressed up. I can't believe I got stressed up just cos of that bloody project.
went home and it was raining.
Mama msg-ed me, I didn't notice lah until I reached home and she was yanking and blah blah blah. she asked me to fetch abang at clementi mrt there cos he was caught in the rain.
I was fed-up with abg at first, cos he should be responsible for himself.
so I went down again, to fetch him, bringing my own umbrella and one more tongkat-like umbrella. how **** . and when I askd him where he was, he said nvm, at home already.
wtfish. so went home again and got scolded.
"aku bayarkan kau nye pp8 tau, kau tk reply msg aku sumer. buat ape ade hp !"
wtv~.
btw I'm proud to say that the latest top up, I paid myself, just to chat with SOMEONE.
kwang3.
I was so toot that I cried in the room and for the first time, the very first time, Abang went into the room, took my hand, asked me to stop crying and hugged me, and cried together with me.
gawdd. Is that really him?
This is real, this is me ~! shudup.
I complained to him like I would to Ayah : adik blom abes project, penat2 balek ibu bising.
and he said: da lah da lah. mintak maaf kat ibu.
oh oh oh !!! and saturday, abg nye friends pon perform rupenye.
the ska band was the best !!!! then abg msg-ed: kay, tkcr of urself. nitink, text me. (kissy face)
lol !
yeah, I guess Abang is cool now.
?
no wonder tht Ida girl fell for him.
I want a boyfriend like my brother !
Abang dari dunie sms, dngn abang dari realiti is so different !
oh wtv.
but sometimes I do envy him, cos he got extra attention from Mama.
superman lah katekan.
oh yesterday
Mama's special friend bought us Hari Raya shoes.
the tumit damnn tinggi, i don't like.
but have to be grateful tho, at least there's hope tht we're celebrating it this year.
Seha: dik, he bought us Raya shoes.
Me: uh? kasot raye? kite raye ke tahun ni?
(silence)
Me: sedih eh. *jeling like tht.
dada, toodles, sayonara, sayor kangkong.
=X bloooody helll.
still some school stuff undone !
1. Home Econs Project
2. E-buku stuff
3. journal
4. history ws
5. english ws
and yesterday spent at least 6 hrs like tht, outside, on Home Econs project.
Went west mall to buy some stuff, and someone tapped on us (lala and me) and it was adeline.
extra la she. chiobu? kahkahkah.
so couldnt resist shopping.
*window-shopping.
went to angela's place to do, and was really, really stressed up. I can't believe I got stressed up just cos of that bloody project.
went home and it was raining.
Mama msg-ed me, I didn't notice lah until I reached home and she was yanking and blah blah blah. she asked me to fetch abang at clementi mrt there cos he was caught in the rain.
I was fed-up with abg at first, cos he should be responsible for himself.
so I went down again, to fetch him, bringing my own umbrella and one more tongkat-like umbrella. how **** . and when I askd him where he was, he said nvm, at home already.
wtfish. so went home again and got scolded.
"aku bayarkan kau nye pp8 tau, kau tk reply msg aku sumer. buat ape ade hp !"
wtv~.
btw I'm proud to say that the latest top up, I paid myself, just to chat with SOMEONE.
kwang3.
I was so toot that I cried in the room and for the first time, the very first time, Abang went into the room, took my hand, asked me to stop crying and hugged me, and cried together with me.
gawdd. Is that really him?
This is real, this is me ~! shudup.
I complained to him like I would to Ayah : adik blom abes project, penat2 balek ibu bising.
and he said: da lah da lah. mintak maaf kat ibu.
oh oh oh !!! and saturday, abg nye friends pon perform rupenye.
the ska band was the best !!!! then abg msg-ed: kay, tkcr of urself. nitink, text me. (kissy face)
lol !
yeah, I guess Abang is cool now.
?
no wonder tht Ida girl fell for him.
I want a boyfriend like my brother !
Abang dari dunie sms, dngn abang dari realiti is so different !
oh wtv.
but sometimes I do envy him, cos he got extra attention from Mama.
superman lah katekan.
oh yesterday
Mama's special friend bought us Hari Raya shoes.
the tumit damnn tinggi, i don't like.
but have to be grateful tho, at least there's hope tht we're celebrating it this year.
Seha: dik, he bought us Raya shoes.
Me: uh? kasot raye? kite raye ke tahun ni?
(silence)
Me: sedih eh. *jeling like tht.
dada, toodles, sayonara, sayor kangkong.
=X bloooody helll.
I'm falling in and out of love with GREEN.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
when the bastard meets the idiot. we really look as if we're like, pri 2? oh my yours.
I love you nasyiba, I reeeeeeaaaally do. I DO I DO I DO !!! adeline started it first, so if nasyiba loves adeline, adeline swears she loves nasyiba !
H econs mdm aishah nvr come, spent 1/2 an hour in toilet o.O girls.
I'm still taller than you though, bear in mind ! :D
how bright do you want your house to be? -.-
obviously, james donno how to point middle finger, it keeps covering his face. hai, ..
cos of my birthday wish; oh you wouldn't want to know it, would you?
fake?
I couldn't do this, and I broke down and cried. c a teardrop?
and I sat over the rainbow after tht.
I feel like poking HER eyes.
no. 1 backstabber. I cant believe you insulted my friends :'( .
suck my earwax.
naqibah & nasyiba
hothead !
if she was a guy, i'd kissed her already ! lol.
oh, life has been okay.
yesterday, apparently, I spent 8 hrs msg-ing someone and at last he dozed off before replying the last msg. lousy mousy !
oh, yesterday, I went home STRAIGHT AFTER ASSEMBLY. how cool is Nasyiba.
tht mrning mama nagged that I spent too much money, and that I always came home late. so that day I spent 50cents and went home straight after school. I never planned to actually, but in sch, I felt like some lost soul. or or unwanted, loner ! ohh. went home via west coast, and met 2 peeps I knew, and uh, malas nak lyn :/ .
and today, went home straight too. cos I got no mood, decided not to go hip hop. partly cos ... =B
I want you to win ! Go ridhwan, go ridhwan ! run like the wind !
ohh, I love my 2hml classmates. nadh tanye is it? yeah. I realised I'm kinda lucky to be part of it. :D
I wanna do well for streaming and go to d best class ! really ! I wanna get bursary.
I have to study hardy ! cos I wanna get money for next year, so I don't have to work. and ...
oh wells. I miss many stuff.
sbsbs not like dulu no more. look at our old pics man, sobs !
and I miss my curly hair.
how I wish I did better than my psle aggregate. random-ness !
ohh ya. I read someone's journal, and she spelled stomachache like this: stomache. try to pronounce. hahahah, how cute. shortie, ur spelling very lousy. oh, why do piglets go to school?
enuf of crapping alr !
well, I askd myself (tk tawu malu) what's my birthday wish, and I feel like ...
dang, oh my yours, I wanna end this feeling. ppl can say I'll regret. but better regret now, then tmrw what. right ? I hate that ... !
signing off arh,
NASYIBAAAAAAH.
NOWAY - diam arh
Monday, August 18, 2008
hello.I can't believe I got crush .
ssh.
say NOWAY.
NOWAY NOWAY NOWAY NOWAY NOWAY !!!
Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri
Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki
Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya..
aleh2 sentimental. diam arh.
What can I do to make you mine?
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
lol kan. diam arh.
and why did you confess it too?
NOWAY.
btw, life has been okay.
except for this rotting blog.
come on uh. tk motivate aku untuk ber-blog lagi ke.
diam arh.
I got 2 new close friends this week.
godd. ape ni, main kayu tige.
and I miss Z***.
one more NOWAY.
bloody hell.
diam arh.
:/
hallo ! I want rainn.
Monday, August 4, 2008
I miss the rain so much man.I want RAIN.
bringing the umbrella to school = waste of energy.
ngarots.
btw, life has been mmm mmm mmm.
got no idea how to describe cos my vocab very limited mah.
not like that special stream girl. heee.
btw, got someone say the pledge like this:
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (v high-pitched)
the ....
and oh, malay dance rehearsals are so boring.
I'm so sick of them.
and pls lah, idk what else to do with malay dance.
so tak united. I shall not listen to stories man.
yes. STORIES.
many stories reached my ear drums alr.
how I wish I could just close my ears or ask them to shut up.
and, no offence, I hate LAME STUFF.
especially when I'm in a bad mood.
and I really hate it when ppl try to force me to laugh when it's not funnay.
so just shut up ! :D
and the world is cruel.
agree? and life is ___ . agree?
I should not ask agree anot right.
some optimists would wanna debate with me.
I got no time and nothing can change this mindset.
shadap !
oh wells, saturday, went to Island Creamery at Farrer Rd with Abg and Seha.
got many cool flavours.
teh tarik. ?
caramel. ?
horlicks. ?
pulut hitam. tsk tsk tsk.
and I ate cookies and cream :D
really nice. and mud pie !!!!!!!!
Seha ate very berry.
the first one, I thought I can take just some.
but I ended up finishing most of it.
so she bought another scoop.
evil me.
then went to adam rd buy tulang.
:DD
then in the afternoon, went jogging with Seha.
first time beb.
okay lah. dkat ngn satu longkang besar ni kat clementi.
and got many dogs. why am I telling you this?
oh ! I'm in love with STUDS !
the west mall one + bugis !
bugis is my favourite mannn.
then suddenly my feet go walk2 and stepped into the library.
LOL.
borrowed a book.
and read read read until I cried.
btw. let's talk about something else.
something that makes my heart cry.
but it's okay.
I've got many other blood cells and organs and rib cage and my spine and my layers of skin to cover it.
look into my eyes, .. oh shadap.
crapshitttttt.
wait ! get to the point.
I hate the situation I am in now.
I hate many ppl.
even the closest ones.
but I cry no more lah. good.
not bcos big girls don't cry, but
I gt no time to dwell on THEM.
jealousy sucks, don't you think?
and someone doesn't know how much he/she means to me,
and how I wish I can express it.
ILY.
but I hate the bad side of you.
and my patience is very limited.
but you won't understand .
I almost wanted to end it all.
but when I sat with you in the canteen,
when I looked into your eyes,
I realised I can't.
I don't wanna hurt you.
But I don't wanna hurt myself too.
I can't stand IT.
I want to end all this cos
I can't take jealousy.
I can't take pretence.
I can't take ur act-tak-kesah-ness.
so shadap. hidup ini memang bising.
cos got many stupid ppl.
some think they're too clever and wanna show it all
but not make it too obvious. but too me, it is OBVIOUS.
idk why i think someone is like having a grudge towards me.
coming up with stories.
again, STORIES.
but i'm not taking any actions, I promise.
cos the person's my friend.
SAYONARA.