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Nasyiba Sahari :D 17/09 I'm a 15-years old goodie, I don't litter :B but I don't pick up litter. I eat whenever I feel like it. I have a disfigured left pinky *gasps* and I suffer hair and eyelash loss. I go gaga over almost everything. Studying in Commonwealth Secondary School,I have the WEALTH values:D. I'm in CSS Malay Dance. A dancer, I am, and forever will be! I'm a zombie in the morning but I'm stupendous at night. If I were the president, I would turn everyone into human owls so we can enjoy night time((: I sing almost every time to express the happenings in life, but I can be random too. I can get emotional and dramatic at times, but my mind holds loads of crap when I'm high. I do bitch-talking when I feel the need to be honest. I'll be nice enough to ignore if you ain't nice, but nicer if you're nice and nicest if you're nicer. I'm NOT unfriendly. shy? oh, very! oh, add me on facebook & msn : nash_oops@hotmail.com :D
19% emotionalism
18% dummiesity
17% crapology
14% chimonology
12% cleverbumness
11% stubbornism
9% vaingloriousity

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my lovelies
ahmad
aisyah(junior)
amelina
atikah(junior)
atiqah(PTPS)
atiqah anuar(CSS)
ayuni
elfin
faraway
farhana(PTPS)
filiana
fitri
gisela
hidayah
jasmine
kaiqi aka kiiqa(dance camp)
kasilah
myrah(OBS)
nadhirah
nadiah
priscilla
qayyum
rara(PTPS)
sabrina(PTPS)
sarah
sohniya
suhaila(junior)
verlyn
zhong ting

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Monday, September 22, 2008

tht green thing is wasabi, if I spell it right. it smells DISGUSTING !

hahah. kawaii !

mama ate the fruits and left me only the cake, cos of idk wht her dream was about. she woke up from sleep and ate them. -.-

collection sice 2005 :)

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Back yo.
Just finished chatting with nasruddin and he wants me to join him and hidayat fr raya. He wants me to bring my friends to go raya with them. O.o crazy or whatt.

Well. After exams, 2hml class go raya tgther, everyone follow, bleh?
Cos I dreamt of going raya with u guys, baby.
Hahahah. Diam sey syiba.

Oh. Idk why I feel real empty nowadays.
But I’ll find my way back to the right path ppl, don’t worry.
And aku tak kan slash2 tangan aku lagi tau totek.
I AM NOT AN EMO FREAK.
Maybe I was. Now, no more.

PE was kinda fun. Altho frisbee really2 sucks, I had a chance to play with adeline and weiying.
Is it the first time?
We go vs sijia, xinying and gang. Obviously, we lost.

Oh ya ! I almost forgot.
Thnx for singing the birthday song on my birthday when I reached school.
Elfin, xinying, weiying, jasmine, angela and gang. Really cheered me up in the mrning.

Oh last week I recorded Abang and Seha’s hyper times.
Abg gelek2, Seha put a bra on top of her head and made it look like tanduk or smth.
Hahahahah. I want to upload it to this blog but Seha won’t allow so yeah.
Plus it’s a lil too horny of her right.
Check my phone yaw :D

Silence is my friend,
My enemy.
In the summer she is at my tree,
My special tree,
Waiting for me in the sun.
She is greedy.
Sometimes she tears at me,
While I want to stay surrounded by sound.
Oh, the sweetness of noise.
Not voices shouting,
Screaming words sharp as knives,
But singing.
I am with her now
Silence’s
Cold, harsh voice tears me
But she is keeping me company.
Silence is my secret,
My hideaway from anger and fights.
She helps and haunts,
She knows,
She fears,
She feels
Everything
Which is nothing
Unless you have
Silence to base it on.

- unraveling, by gabrielle biederman

I think it kinda shows how I feel. Nice right.
I wonder when can I write those kind.

Oh ya. Rara tagged me on friendster:
hellos.
HAPPY BIRD DAY!!!!!!!
2 more years to legal sex (: (:

LOL. Shadap sey. Rara bulan puase pon maseh horny. ?
Tak bagus tau.

Okay. Daaaa~.

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heyho. I want to put some pix, but today I forgot to bring those thumb drive to sch so . dont mind yaw. if it's a lil too wordy.

myraa wants us to update sbsbs blog, but I'm oh-so-egoistic.

but hey, I feel honoured to be the first one to post on sbsbs blog kay.

and the one who picked those password, username and blog name.

credits to me.

1. thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes !

thanks to:

- raa for tht grey blouse

- nadh for the cutest bdae card I've ever gotten

- verlyn, angela and xiaohan for tht lovely notebook

- mama for my G502

- Acim for the flowers and the bdae card

- and adeline, angela, raa, fil, qayyum, nelly, zura for the bdae hugs.

well, someone still owes me one bdae hug. :D

relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi~

2. raa.

I didn't plan to hug you and apologise and cry like that, I swear.

Idk why, what made me approach you and ask for a bdae hug (as an excuse to hug you) and whispered IMY. I really do, I diary-ed a lot about you, and many2 IMYs. got one day, idk if anyone noticed, I wrote "raa" on my palm. and I'm glad that we're through it.

tkpe. ppl say, failure is a step to success.

I'd wake up to a new day

as a new life

a new chapter

and I'd wish

to erase all the bad moments

yesterday and all the days before.

I'd set a goal

hoping to succeed before night falls.

I'd look ahead to

the possibilities

future has in store.

and forget our bad times.

If only we could erase them.

idk, it's not a poem.

just something I wish to express.

3. adeline & nadh

thanks for pulling me backwards

cos I felt like some princess.

-.- ya crap.

4. sry somewan for the kebungaan aku.

hahahah. gni mcm uh kalau aku bunge.

sensitive mah. :D

5. Ayah never called me, unlike last year.

Idk if I was actually waiting for it.

I'd be lying if I say I don't miss him.

but I don't wish to see his drama no more.

or his presence.

but as a father, did he even rmbr my birthday?

is it bcos it's my 14th, and I don't need any more bday wishes?

at least, maybe I wanna hear your voice.

even tho I know my voice would crack and I'd burst into tears

when I hear your voice.

but at least show that you rmbr me.

this is the first time in my life that you didnt wish me a happy bdae.

God. I miss Ayah badly, I swear I really do.

and right now, my tears are about to fall.

I'm in IT class, not some counseling or summat.

so anyone cares?

shadap man syiba.

really, shadap.

oh fil told me bout her alr.

and I swear I hate her.

what exactly does she want?

If I were you, I'd ditch her nong nong ago.

really.

oh. hecons was fine. oh ya thx angela for the surprise, I really am sure it'll pull up our grades.

angela and I were on table 9.

neil and xinying on table 8.

and while we were washing up..

neil: whoa idk how to use this thing (the sponge and the soap) man.

me: phillipines don't have uh?

neil: no la, ey wa lao racist !

hahahah. I hated my ljs manager.

one phillipino freak.

0.o I'm so damn racist here.

Isabel: aiyo why lai datr ? map the ferlorr!

( aiyo why like that? mop the floor ! )

LOL.

oh, I think I'm coming back to working.

after exams? tak salah 14 is a legal age to work alr.

hmmm.

sayonara.

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yeah, the reason is YOU. and hatiku dah retak. and and, you're still the one !!!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

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well, life has been okay.
yest was fun ! especially after buke, when Acim left.
hhahaha.
okay. yest, watched wujud 2.
okay lah. but idk why, we were told by Uncle to watch smpai habes.
cannot watch halfway. o.0

and oh Filiana ! ( must be glad tht ur name is here )
haha, aku tk tawu ape nak ckp.
ok wait. Thursday was actually the DAY OF THE WEEK :D
credits to you. and really, no joking.
yah, my life is lousy !

and hey, idk what to do with us.
I seriously leave it all to Allah.
and if we end this friendship,
I consider that as fate.

do you believe in fate?

honestly, i don't know.

like is everything really meant to be?
and are there reasons behind everything tht happened?

just look at my life.
when Mama and Ayah went separate ways, where do I belong?
and when it seems like I've got 1 baby brother, 1 younger sister, 2 elder brothers and 3 elder sisters, why did we actually start with just the 3 of us?
when Mama and Ayah are not meant for each other, why were the 3 of us born?
why?

and now I'm trying to wipe off the sorrows, and throw smiles at everyone but can anyone see what's deep inside?

ppl heard me scream and shout, but they didn't hear me cry, they didn't hear me sob.
they saw me throwing my temper, but they didn't see my tears.

and why is life so unfair?
as in, seriously. everyone is equal right.
but why is one end of the world so happy
while the other end suffers?
when can they eventually see that end of the world
and lend a helping hand
rather than enjoying their life and pretend nothing's happening?
no, I'm not talking bout saving Gaia or summat, but
people.
I'm not talking or complaining bout myself, but the world.

oh shadap.

and wan, bastard lu yeah.
friday kenekan aku.
tkpe, aku ada plan. :D

sayonara !

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aku kan deprived childhood :)