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Thursday, November 27, 2008
so I went here to prac. Ela Elo's nicey nice. I wanna join Page!I think I see Azura?I'm sorry I just have to;
If you keep saying it's not the right time,trust me, it's never gonna be the right time.
but some day it has to happen,
and it will.
and I'm sorry bout tht, friend.
smetimes I wish my life has never been filled with gdbyes.
oh this mrning I woke up kissing my handphone. hahahah. only God understands ?
so Tuesday, I met up with Totss and Nadhcracker.
went there with cuzzie.
and then off to jurong west :DDDDD
after that I felt like I'm a superwoman.
and then I had last minute OMS prac.
like wth, they told me on the day itself.
so I went with MAMA.
can you believe how overprotective she is?
Wednesday she came too.
I don't wanna insult her or smth,
but I just totally hate the way she acted throughout those 2 nights.
the way she talked to the leader and the conductor, the way she talked to my friends.
like kpo. oops.
she kept saying if I become a singer, she wants to be my manager.
0.0
really, it was hard having her around.
and I rarely had the chance to talk to my friends.
plus I hate it when she talks on the phone with her friends,
or my nenek, bragging bout me.
puuhh.
and yea, the other day I met up wit some relatives.
Makcik A: when u grow up, dnt just be a singer, try acting too lah! :D
Makcik B: ey no no no, if u act later ppl touch2 u.
Makcik A: no lah, good what if she can both sing and act, multi-talented.
Makcik B: no good, later ppl touch2 .. !
and yes, to me it was smth hilarious, bt they were arguing abt it for a lil while.
LOL.
and I'm so not gonna be what they think I'm gnna be.
I'm gnna be just a dj!
I'm gnna have my own radio station, called ROSAK fm.
dare to dream big :D
oh wells, I was chosen to sing Syg Di Syg by Kartina Dahari,
in frnt of Koreans! it was like a cultural exchange,
and my 'manager' actually took pix, but darn it was lousy.
she recorded it too, but still lousy.
and gradually I admit I'm falling in love with Malay traditional music.
and maybe if they still want me in, I will have to learn to play the gamelan.
scary, I freakd out when Azura told me every gamelan has its own 'penjaga'.
0.0
so OMS was REAL SUPERB.
there was this gamelan piece, they played in the dark, with their glow-in-the-dark wristbands on.
and they had a few dance moves and it was real cool.
and this mrning from 1.30am till 3.30am I chatted wit Azura, who thinks she's an MJ12 freak. same like me.
and she's insomniac, so at least at night I have a friend to talk to.
and I've been taking short naps here and there, and when I wake up, fuuhhh, damn headache.
but thn I couldnt get back to sleep.
okay. mmm.
I toooting cnt wait fr schl.
I cnsider rotting at hme as my hobby?
pathetic!
I'm just looking frward to anther day with OMS.
and if I get the chance, I wanna join their holiday trip this december.
PLS God.
I filled up the application form, bt I'm not sure whether I am already a part of them or not.
and when I'm sure I am, yayyyy.
:D thnx to Shasha lor.
I know it's wordy.
Idk what to talk bout.
tmr got dance and
HAPPY ADVANCED 14TH BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE HO SU CHI, is it?
you're the only piglet I can be friends with, cos you're retarded like me!
idiot. :D
so urrmm.
on Monday I talkd to some turkey.
no way. I dont talk to turkeys.
just want them to shut up.
I needed sme time.
but eventually,
after thinking making them feel bad would make me feel better,
it just crushed me.
and you know, I wouldn't be like tht for long.
I'm sorraye.
adioss.
3 most gd-lking??
Monday, November 24, 2008
Taufik Batisah! :DDD lelaki Melayu mithaliku. sygggsss die."& I never did believe them"
you did anyway,, :(Baa suke ungkit bende lame. diam seh!
hola.
life's a bore.
I really tooting miss schl.
isnt tht stupid.
but thts true, real true in a life like mine.
toooot.
let's list out the ppl I miss talking with/not in contact with/both.
1. Saidah&SafiahRamdan
2. FilianaAbdurRahman
3. _____________an
4. BABY
5. NadhirahAbuKhalid
6. bangKhairulAzhar
7. Arep____
8. Nasruddin____
9. SahariAbdulWahid
10. saKina____
11. naSHAAAAA
ok I made pizza recently && its tooting nice...
diam.
okay girl, I totally dont understand you.
but it's okay, tell me I dont have to anway.
u guys believe in ghosts?
yest, I kena kacau again.
I was dirty.
so I felt smth near my ear.
I didnt open my eyes urh.
then got no wind right,
suddenly the door slammed damn hard,
and all the four of us woke up.
oh ya, my cousin is ard. thts why got 4.
and we all heard ppl pulling the dining table and chairs.
we doa2 abit, thn heard _____ giggles frm outside.
0.0 scariest one.
scary merry.
oh, milo.
hah random.
how I wish I live in a fantasy
wherever I go, a tiny tiara stands on my head.
thn I cn wear wht princesses wear.
and I cn explore the world with a pony.
my own pony.
and I live in a castle.
WHOA.
wouldnt tht be great.
I talk crap la.
adios arh. :)
oh oh oh.
okay idk if Fil remembers this. it was my alarm signal back in china. irritating one. and now when I listen to it, it totally reminds me of the cold mornings in china, the breakfast, and the cool water vapour(eh?) that comes out from our mouths when we talkd and everything. ohhh, :'( . I rmember, 27/11/07, ard 6pm, I had the best dinner in my whole life. China, IMY. and this song is for you. hahahah.PIX
my favourite. hahah. k these are my ss pix. :DI don't hate you;
Friday, November 21, 2008
hello.this thing is so damn shitty.
I'm tired of typing & typing, eventually,
bah Idk whts wrong with my blogger account.
I'm missing out many stuff I wanna tell okay.
LIFE SUCKS!
I just cant wait fr schl.
I wanna see BABY.
and if schl starts and you still stay the same way,
I give up.
then I'm just gnna focus on studies, hopefully
I'll erase all this shit bout having close friends.
someone I know can live without close friends.
so it's kinda a motivation for me.
I will survive.
I just need a good brain and heart to make things go right.
then besides studies, I'm gnna turn to Allah.
this time, no kidding.
so just prepare for the unexpected.
hahah craps.
and yessss,
wtv you wanna say just say cos I'm tired of thinking of you and your bloody friend.
cos my mind understands what I am told; my heart, what is true.
it's not worth to make things between us right anw.
idk whatsup with myself la kay.
PMS kills!
all those crying was a waste of time,
but why do I still cry?
okay it's like the great depression right now.
9th dec, I have OMS training & thts the only thing that I'm looking forward to b4 schl.
how boring can life be.
so yeah, adios brambos.
& aku cinta corntos.
NE YO is loveddd.
sing it once again for me.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
and you know how much I hate that I love you.
musiccc,, ska!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Your Eyes
Your eyes
They tell me a thousand things
You can’t express.
They do all the things
You can’t do.
Your eyes
At times
As sharp and harsh
As your words,
But I believe
They mean more
Than they hurt.
Your eyes
Mirror what you see in me
What you think of me
What you feel for me
They speak what
I don’t dare to hear.
Your eyes regret me.
And Baby,
Waiting for you
Hoping for you
Is useless
And disppointing
Like yeah,
Waiting for rain
In this drought.
How long will you take?
Maybe a thousand years.
Do you just walk by and not notice?
Don’t you notice me?
& now, I feel like ending everything.
I sooo miss 16th September can?
the day I spent real quality times with Baby.
I miss pinching you.
I miss your touch. >.<
baby come back to me~ .
guess what, I got into 3ple sci.
0.0 nadh checked for me.
nadh: kita sama class! triple science!
at first I was like: hah? aku? 3ple sci?
and then confirm again - yes.
me: u sure anot?
then confirm again - yes.
apparently there are two 3ple sci classes.
and tht's why I got 3ple sci too.
this world is full of surprises ey yum?
very shocking thing.
and when I told Mama,
she was like blur sotong.
dunno the diff between phy and 3ple sci.
cos I've been talking to her about phy aje.
it's smth good, I know.
but I don't think I can cope.
?
my face like 3ple sci kiddo meh?
but lucky I nvr join phy too, not many close ones.
got ______ , HAHAHAHAH.
same class with budak cute!
:DD can't wait.
btw, I think next year, 3/4's gonna ROCK!
hopefully, :D .
there's Adeline the idiot piglet!
there's Angelala the violent!
there's Nadhcracker the retarded!
there's Lealala the loudspeaker!
there's ____ the budak cute!
and last but not least,,
there's ME the one of a kind!
I was looking through old pics again at home.
I figured I miss my old image.
today, I rot at home.
but tmr's class bbq!
ohh.
everyone's getting a job alr.
and if I'm nt busy with OMS performances,
I'll be finding one too :D
nasruddin is a porter ( send2 documents, BLOOD, patients, beds ) at a hospital.
fil is working at plaza sing.
yum at ljs.
and being a porter is disgusting can?
eeeeeeeeeee.
okay. sayonara.
Monday, November 3, 2008
I love taking pics with zura cos it makes me feel sooo tall.
me: TIGER.
hahah.
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I'm gonna miss Mendaki :(