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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
for you, babe. bila aku tak baik untukmu,
dan bila dia bahagia dirimu,
aku kan pergi meski hati tak akan rela.. awww.
the day you went away - m2m
and this, my current favourite. whooo, ade makne tuu.
Siapa Diriku Di Hatimu - Hetty Sarlene
you'll always be a part of me;
okay I found this on Cikgu Asnida's facebook. memories :(
saje je Su menyelit kat blakang. hahah, I really didn't know she was right behind me can?
I want to remember EARTH HOUR, so fun okay tht day!okay during the one hour break Ms Tian gave us, Agung, Abey, Hanis, Dee, Jefferson(correct spelling?), Amirah, Nadhirah, and I actually played their version of ice and water. and it totally reminded me of childhood times when I didnt mind sweating just not to get caught! hoho, SOOOO FUN, should do it again some day. and sorry if I missed out any of you, . and oh at 8.45 to 9pm tht night, nadh, mirah, me, verlyn and two other 3-5 girls actually layed on the ground when I suddenly got up and said: okay this is dangerous. verlyn, I'm only wearing tights inside here.
so they all layed back, I sat and counted the stars, there were 31 but there's only one in my heart though (:D). and the last time I did it, was at cck, about 6 years ago I guess. I love it man. but considering my curfew, I think my next one may probably be 3 years later. heh. I wanna do it with someone special :D aww sooo sweeet.
anw, I think counting stuff is quite cool. when Mother nagged, I counted up till 2 to the power of 15. I'll try better next time. It kinda made me feel peaceful.
and the other day I counted how many bright red and how many pure white cars drove past on the way to school. if got more red cars, then it's a bad day. if got more white cars, then it's a good day, okay? :) not freaky ok.
I actually touched it and it was super soft! I loike!
this one sooo heavenly :)
ni confirm hutang tailong. / this one for sure got owe ah long one. wahhsiao who the hell would guard their house like tht one? some more top storey okay.
hahah, like liquified like that.
okay disfigured!
then they took a pic and you guys can imagine what came out - me holding my phone, taking a pic of them from behind. COOL or what!
like in jail lor.
this is what you get when you're not camera-friendly when I'm around. wakahkahkah!
yesss that's rightttt~
Seha bought me this and it's sooo cute! :D
apparently Baa's busy. so with those pics I hope you all can get a rough idea on what's happening and stuff. MANY things indeed, pics don't really do all the job.
I'll come back to blogging soon okay?
okay babe,
now seeing your face gives me all kinds of feelings- goosebumps,
annoyance, hatred, disappointment, super sadness,
but still, love and loss.
NOWAY.
I've made my decision and never will I turn back, ..
I'm still listening to Fall For You and it always reminds me of you.
and when you're around I try cover it as much as I can.
I don't wanna look into those eyes again, I doubt I can anyway.
I'm moving on, and so are you.
and if you ever find someone better than me, then go ahead.
but if you ever talk about them to me, trust me, I won't bother.
I'm done.
okay here's part of the song. Apit and I are working together. COOL OR WHATT.
sorry tho that I havent finish :B
Di tengah kesuraman malam
Bersendiri aku didakap sunyi
Jelas rindu semakin dalam
Namun hanya mampu diamkan diri
Tiada ku halang titis cinta
Meskipun hati terasa dipinggir
Andai mampu kau baca mata
Tak gerun aku mengetap bibir
Kau biar ku di sini
Menemani diri
Mengundang duka
Menyarungi hatiku
Meski kau ku cinta
Tiada getaran
Menepuk sebelah tangan
Sahaja
(new)
Apa guna manis di bibir
Jika cinta akhirnya mati?
Apa gunanya engkau hadir
Membawa harapan yang tidak pasti?
I doubt you're reading it, but who cares, it's my blog anyway.
did I lose my love to someone better
and does she love you like I do,
I do, you know I really, really, do..
and I ain't gonna cry no more.
OKAY DA HAPPY SAYANGGG???
Hindi-crazy! (:
Friday, March 20, 2009
I can cut a birthday cake with his nose. sooo sheearp!Here's what I think:
Rani Mukerji soooo beautiful!
Preity Zinta very the pretty.
Ashwarya mmm...
Shah Rukh Khan soo AHHHH.
Hrithik Roshan soo OOOHHH.
gorgeous-ness. cair-ness.
Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham is soo the bomb.
Kal Ho Naa Ho and Mujhse Dosti Karoge also.
one who doesn't cry while watching these isn't human.
for songs ahh let me show you:
Kal Ho Naa Ho best!
Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham pun best.
(hahah)
okay. .
Jaane Dil Mein punnn best!
ohh I wish I was born a Hindi. hahah sounds kinda ungrateful.
okay enough.
Baa's crazy today.
what do you expect?
BAA = crazy (in Thai)
bye!
PMS
I think all this is pretty cool. :D
okay the monkey here has got nothing to do with PMS but I found it and it's FREEEEAAAAKING CUTE!
LOL!Let’s talk about PMS which is also known as pre-menstrual syndrome. Yea I think I’m having it indeed. It wasn’t that bad during dance. But once I reached home it kinda got bad.
Let me explain my PMS.
It is when the kicking-pillows-on-the-bed starts. Accompanied with the whining and all. Then tears start falling like mad when you think about your day. Binging is also a symptom.
Yestday I ate a lot. I already fried an egg at home and ate it with rice and right while I was eating ordered mother through the phone to buy me MEE KUAH. Mee kuah you know.
So it was like double dinner ahh.
Oh I stopped at tears. You start realising you miss someone soo badly until you hate that person (although it isn’t reasonable ahh). And today I missed totot a lot. Then I cried hard.
It is when I feel lonely and suddenly my phone seems quiet so I mark many2 meaningful messages in my inbox unread so that I reread them and make it seem like many people care for me.
Very pathetic.
It is when I shout to mother in a rude manner: I’M NOT SLEEPING! When she says: ey it’s maghrib, don’t sleep.
It is when I go to ‘video ezy’ shop to complain that the dvds could not be played on our dvd player and this happens:
Uncle: all this cannot play ah?
Me: yes. Once I chose the language it kinda got stuck.
Uncle: ALL? If one or two I believe lah. If ALL then your player spoilt lah.
Me: don’t believe don’t believe ahh. (walking off)
Like hello, my dvd player super new okay, just got it this year. Then why should I lie anyway? I really didn’t watch all the 5 dvds bro rented for $25(!!!). Wasted. It wasn’t my money after all. Plus I’m not that stupid to not try play my own dvds using my dvd player to check if it’s my player that’s spoilt or not. ! wahh makan hati you know.
DON’T GO CLEMENTI’S VIDEO EZY SHOP. > moral of story?
We’re talking about PMS.
I agree I was rude. And mother was too, she interrupted me while I was talking to that bloody Uncle. She was like: next time tell bro to inform them earlier. (cuit2)
I sooo don’t like!
Lucky MY TWO BELOVED PEEPS entertained me (:
Before going out I quickly sms-ed FIL. At that time I was still crying in bed. SUPER GLAD she called back to talk.
Then after I got back from that bloody @#$% shop bestfriend texted me. SUPER GLAD he remembered.
And now I realise I totally forgot to buy pads when I was outside just now. @#$%. Lucky I got some.
And that’s it!
I hate PMS.
:’(
Let me explain my PMS.
It is when the kicking-pillows-on-the-bed starts. Accompanied with the whining and all. Then tears start falling like mad when you think about your day. Binging is also a symptom.
Yestday I ate a lot. I already fried an egg at home and ate it with rice and right while I was eating ordered mother through the phone to buy me MEE KUAH. Mee kuah you know.
So it was like double dinner ahh.
Oh I stopped at tears. You start realising you miss someone soo badly until you hate that person (although it isn’t reasonable ahh). And today I missed totot a lot. Then I cried hard.
It is when I feel lonely and suddenly my phone seems quiet so I mark many2 meaningful messages in my inbox unread so that I reread them and make it seem like many people care for me.
Very pathetic.
It is when I shout to mother in a rude manner: I’M NOT SLEEPING! When she says: ey it’s maghrib, don’t sleep.
It is when I go to ‘video ezy’ shop to complain that the dvds could not be played on our dvd player and this happens:
Uncle: all this cannot play ah?
Me: yes. Once I chose the language it kinda got stuck.
Uncle: ALL? If one or two I believe lah. If ALL then your player spoilt lah.
Me: don’t believe don’t believe ahh. (walking off)
Like hello, my dvd player super new okay, just got it this year. Then why should I lie anyway? I really didn’t watch all the 5 dvds bro rented for $25(!!!). Wasted. It wasn’t my money after all. Plus I’m not that stupid to not try play my own dvds using my dvd player to check if it’s my player that’s spoilt or not. ! wahh makan hati you know.
DON’T GO CLEMENTI’S VIDEO EZY SHOP. > moral of story?
We’re talking about PMS.
I agree I was rude. And mother was too, she interrupted me while I was talking to that bloody Uncle. She was like: next time tell bro to inform them earlier. (cuit2)
I sooo don’t like!
Lucky MY TWO BELOVED PEEPS entertained me (:
Before going out I quickly sms-ed FIL. At that time I was still crying in bed. SUPER GLAD she called back to talk.
Then after I got back from that bloody @#$% shop bestfriend texted me. SUPER GLAD he remembered.
And now I realise I totally forgot to buy pads when I was outside just now. @#$%. Lucky I got some.
And that’s it!
I hate PMS.
:’(
and I think this is my last entry for the hols?
JAP name: Toshibaa Otakao(otak kau!)
Thursday, March 19, 2009
hello.wahh today I came late for dance!
cannot2.
I've already wasted $9.60 on taxi rides in less than 1 week.
wahhsiao.
anw,
here's Lesley Roy's Unbeautiful
:(
Don't hang up,
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like i'm lost.
What went wrong?
What made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
I'm unchangeable
When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
It's only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable
(chorus)
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
I've been told
What's done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable
(bridge)
Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go
bubye.
(are you) my number one?
DRAMA MAMATs! hahah, macarena part very cute.PLASTIC.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
ohh Pink's Dear Mr President is so good :)okay today's malay dance is kinda fun.
we had like a 5minutes meditation accompanied by relaxing traditional nye music
then we were asked to take deep breaths, sit up straight/lie down
and slowly close our eyes and imagine we're at maldives having fun, hahah.
and forget everything about homework and stuff.
and yes, I WAS SUPER ENGROSSED.
I didn't feel like coming back to reality.
super fun can.
then Abg Fauzee asked us to think of good things
that make us happy.
and the first person who popped in my mind was a best friend
and then another friend. and then I smiled.
I was thinking what was 'a best friend' doing right at that time.
I wished that 'a best friend' was thinking of me too.
I could imagine 'a best friend' laughing right in front of me
oops. not really. just the very wide smile.
then came the other friend.
and we were having fun by the beach and I could picture
malay dance farewell party last year.
I pictured her smile and don't know for what reason,
her wearing the orange 2/8 2006 shirt.
and then wondered why she didn't come for dance today.
HAHAH. Filiana of course.
was thinking of you okay!
then Abg Fauzee agreed I was engrossed too.
I maintained that body posture some more! :D
okay enough.
then Surianti and Aizura and me
went to JE central to eatttt.
I ate Nasi Pattaya for the 2nd time this week.
sayonara!
HATE IT HATE IT
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
I hate it when people make me feel miserable cos they don't sound okay.it makes me nt okay and I feel like crying when it's them who don't seem okay.
cos it feels like I've done something really wrong that made them not okay with me.
please?
ohh so curious.
:'(
kitesayangawakoteh.
ps. biarlah rahsia. :X
tired tau.
lol.
random!
malooo malooo!
sexy la youuniiie.
marsh2 and naughty nutty.
cam lawa kan.
before
after
is so loved!
that's mimi, ziemah and nadh.
and that's meeee!
kuiz bidai day.
:)
hahah. cool.
if I could amend it, happy seyh.
I baked this one yesterday. yeah, the design is super crap. wait till I get the circular thingy.nice okay!
okay so today is soooo loved!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY naughty nutty nadhirah! :D
da tuaaaa dia tu.
anw. malay dance went to University Cultural Centre at NUS today for our SYF rehearsal.
okay it seemed scary, like the real thing. I've already learned to smile throughout the whole item, :D although I tremble a lot. but we only had time for 2 rounds.
after the 1st round, Cikgu Asnida cried. :/
so we tried comforting her by dancing real well the next time.
and the 2nd round was whoa!
damn tiring la, really. I think if I joined NCC also kalah one.
one part I really pancit so I made a real bad face until Fathin looked at me like :B
and sme ppl motivated me to smile again.
I love malay dance, :D !
in the toilet Filala walked me on her feet like how someone used to do to me but I faced the opposite side. cool ehh, I like. felt like princess gitu :D do again.
so after that Mimi, Ziemah, Ayuni, Fara, Syahidah, Marsha, Nadh and me went to clementi west street 2 to eat. :D and we were all like darn exhausted so I ate super ultra FAST.
and then here I am. TADA!
bubye!