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Sunday, March 1, 2009
HELLO.I smacked Seha's face in public today. :D
nothing much to talk about actually.
anw.
I feel awful bout smthing lately.
I do not wish to say this, but
I guess they still don't understand
how I feel about it.
I cannot tell them to stop talking about ___ in front of me either,
it makes me feel like a loser.
but inside, only God knows.
I don't know what to do.
the times I had with ___ were too great for ___ to be pushed aside.
on the other hand, I do not want ___ to keep things from me.
I do not want to lose anyone's trust.
I guess I did something wrong?
but if I did, tell me then.
really.
know how much difference it'll make?
I'd really appreciate it.
don't people realise when is it that I'm really mad?
don't they notice when is it that I'm holding back my tears?
please, stop killing me.
in another life, in another life maybe.
in another life, you must have been mine.
is it really wrong?
idk.
perhaps I can make a difference in his life.
perhaps I can change him to prove to others I'm not wasting my time.
perhaps I can sort things out between him and others.
perhaps I should be there for him.
please, God, show me the right way.
sayo. nara.