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Nasyiba Sahari :D
17/09
I'm a 15-years old goodie, I don't litter :B but I don't pick up litter. I eat whenever I feel like it. I have a disfigured left pinky *gasps* and I suffer hair and eyelash loss. I go gaga over almost everything. Studying in Commonwealth Secondary School,I have the WEALTH values:D. I'm in CSS Malay Dance. A dancer, I am, and forever will be! I'm a zombie in the morning but I'm stupendous at night. If I were the president, I would turn everyone into human owls so we can enjoy night time((: I sing almost every time to express the happenings in life, but I can be random too. I can get emotional and dramatic at times, but my mind holds loads of crap when I'm high. I do bitch-talking when I feel the need to be honest. I'll be nice enough to ignore if you ain't nice, but nicer if you're nice and nicest if you're nicer. I'm NOT unfriendly. shy? oh, very! oh, add me on facebook & msn : nash_oops@hotmail.com :D
19% emotionalism
18% dummiesity
17% crapology
14% chimonology
12% cleverbumness
11% stubbornism
9% vaingloriousity
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some day;
Thursday, April 30, 2009
hahha, this is super fucktoot sweet la can.
next year prom sape nak jadi zack aku? LOL.
hahha, ok joke.



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unexpected things happen most of the time, don't they?
okay friend how I wish we were close like then so I can tell you what I have to.
he called and told me about his composition and it's about you.
if he has anything to tell me, really, it's about you.
perhaps I don't deserve to judge you guys,
but ey,
he loves you. yeah, absence makes the heart fonder. very much I guess.
and when he told me the story, I cried on the phone.
babe, I know how he feels. and really, it kills.
semoge korang bahagie satu hari nanti, amin .
and friend, I miss you very much laaaaaa :(

- Grief travels a certain route. If you could plot it out on a map, you'd have a line that twists and weaves and eventually ends up near the point of departure.

I'll forget you some day...


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1 day before papers.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
haha, papers sound much soothing than exams right?

okay I haven't study.
:D

aku sungguh! gila
sampai aku malas nak layan perasaanku;
malassss nak pikir about what-ifs;
malas! nak make effort bebual ngan teman2ku (especially sombong walaupun aku rindu! berbual dengan kau) ;
tolong ampunkan aku.

:'(


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adee && baastard.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Gisela's 2 fingers right?
see, adee, you got no dimple la okayy. hahha.
ugly okay ? ahha!



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sorry I'm not beautiful;

cos when I'm with him, I am thinking of you, .
if I were, would you have loved me truly?

why are you guys so typical?
:(

nehmind I got a lot of time to find Encik Lelaki Melayu Terakhir ehh Fil?
tak jadi kahwin chinese arh. hahha later my responsibility to teach Islam is so huge.
still can get clever children cos my name means keturunan yang mulia mah :D

hah. what's wrong with me lah today?
idk. terslh makan breakfast, tak pulak.
whatever it is, I love my curled eyelashes today, hahha :]

I think wonder girls' nobody choreo is sooooo cute!
hahha, you can guess, I tried it out myself.
Fil joget tu untuk BYD nak? HAHA. imagine you do it. LOL.

I'm going crazy over you, I can't deny.
my heart breaks for donno what reason, every time we talk.
please, just get outta here.

Tuhan sahaje yang tawu rinduku padamu, aww. :'(
I love you, I DO I DO I DO!
( I want nobody, nobody but you? )

random thing I've just realised,
you showed me everything that taught me about the unseen world,
thank you, my friend.

looking forward to 22nd May now, hopefully that will be the last day
thinking of you guys.

I wanna be happy, somebody please?
I've got a lonnggg way to go,
I wanna grow up and migrate to some FUHYO countries and
BLABLABLA. hahha, too much. idc. life's just so unfair.

adios.


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I hate socialising.
Friday, April 24, 2009
ni la dia kerja mat2 melayu islam singapura zaman ini.

wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
best ehhh hidup ade lesen.
hahha

CountBoringBetul.com says:
so?
nape eh
to me biasa aje
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
hantar me to school ah hari2.
hahha kidding.
you test yang ke brape terus pass?

CountBoringBetul.com says:
hello
jgn tk tau malu eh
kali ke 2
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
kidddding rightttt.
ohh

CountBoringBetul.com says:
ni la dia girls now a days!!! haix turn off sak
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
where gottt.
boys nowadays?
nak kenal2 je mintak gambar. -.-"

CountBoringBetul.com says:
girls nowadays
setakat nak ngok aje
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
sooo the typical. hahha

CountBoringBetul.com says:
bkn le ambek tau recive
setakat ngok
bkn le pegang tau ape...
baru tu wannna make n issue
siak ah
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
ni da berbual mcm politician la dey -.-"
see2! maki la maki.

CountBoringBetul.com says:
bkn nya maruah u terjual pe setakat ngok gmbr
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
but it's sooo crappp la if you think about it. da bnyk kali tau org mintak gambar.
chill ah!
woi
wanita melayu terakhir. :] winks:
Play "Knock"

CountBoringBetul.com says:
i am so the turn off when girls like u gan tk tau malu mintak n make use of ppl hu got vehicle
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
OI.
I was kidding right you thnk I'm that kulit babi nak mintak orang hantar kape!

CountBoringBetul.com says:
mana tau..i agik prefer quiet girl
wanita melayu terakhir. :] says:
then prefer ah. I'm still me:]


sungguh! annoying.


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pitchass.
before. // 2008
after. // 2009
her smile is still as cheeky as then,
same hairstyle, just her specs made the diff.
me?
I'M A LOT FATTER :((

HAHHA, my bouncing egg experiment tak menjadi actually,
but it was cool when
1; the egg moved by itself as a brown layer above the skin peeled off on its own;
2; the skin turned white after I washed it with water.
cooool or whatttt!I'm never sick of the sky! :B


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oops I farted.
LOL XD

I passed phy which means I didn't get single digit so I bought myself a Kinder Bueno!
hahah, supposed to be for Chen Chen cos I said: if I don't get single digit I buy you choc ok?
hoho.

anyway, got c6 for log test. :( surprising thing is, Mr Leong remembered that
which means I really gotta gear up.

yesterday Anoop was eliminated :( booo!

anyway. I got my cepas card and guess what.
it was so kekek that I freaked out for quite some time, uncontrollably.
I had my primary 1 photo on it!
which was, half of my life so far, ago.
ok, it was like this: 0.0
big eyes and monyok face.
LOL! that time haven't even moved to clementi lah.

okay btw. I'm starting to love 3-4.
YAY. like, finally?
budak cute no. 2, let's rename him as .. hmm.
dimpled baby face. hmm. tknk. kawaii :D k nadh?
tadi dia berbual dengan aku seyh! *adrenaline rush!
sooo tak bleh tahan. ok this IS infatuation. minor one is okay :]
yesterday was YH's birthday, and we kept singing HB song when something good/bad happened.
and indeed today too. hahha. best kan!
thanks to coooool people like me and kawaii.
HOHO. no la. very not.

anyway. I AM FAT! :( so kalau prasan diamkan je ehk. da tawu da. hahha :B
oh and I browsed through very old blog posts and I realise I've really cut down on vulgarities.
YAYYYYYEEEES! I think I was super influenced by people la last time; hahha.

ever been annoyed by people who only talk to you when in need?
pfft.

okay adios.
P.S. somebody, buy me kinder bueno please.


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:]
Thursday, April 23, 2009
HELLO people!
today is a gooood day.

so I wanna share my story, :D

1. I love it when people, especially FIL! feeds me my meal
cos I love being pampered when I'm lazy, which is close to all the time.
2. I don't talk "I YOU I YOU" with people, not even any of my ex, when I speak malay :]
3. I DON'T have any eating problems ^.^
4. FILIANA is the bestestestestest friend ever!;
5. and she's alllllways! there for me;) ;
6. I do! cherish time with her!;
7. I love! bonding time with her! hahhah! XB

memorise okay? 7 only :)

I'll treat you now the way you did me, that's good enough.
being too good is a lil too bad!
if YOU have feedback on any of the 7 points listed above,
do acknowledge me, your feedback will be very much appreciated :]
thank you.
take care.
& bye, hippopotamus! :DD


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even though I pretend that I've moved on, you'll always be my baby.
Sunday, April 19, 2009

Never had a dream come true - S Club 7

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

I've never been sick of you, have I? tsk!


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for you, still. now and forever?
Saturday, April 18, 2009

Fauziah Ahmad Daud - Senandung Duka - Fauziah Ahmad Daud

okay I'm totally into this song and another Ogy song.
nice, can cry one.
Fauziah Ahmad Daud - Senandung Duka
Kala kita bersama
Dunia berseri
Manis ohh manisnya
Cinta di dada bersemi
Hari yang ku lalui
Indah penuh makna
Hati ini bernyanyi
Lagu tentang cinta
(chorus)
Tapi kini kau pergi
Membawa mimpi ku
Meregut cinta ku
Merobek angan ku
Sirna segalanya
Musnah semuanya
Ku hanyut di kesepian
Hari berganti hari
Ku tetap sendiri
Namun dihati ini
Cinta mu tetap bersemi
Hidup ku terasa sepi


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pics. :]
that was what freaked me out when I entered the ladies' in Raffles Institution. thought I was in the wrong one. hahha. but how the hell do girls use them la. ? ahha.
these days langit lawa ehh? :D
tsk, biase ah.


hahha agung did this.
I was so distracted that while doing my compre I looked up and laughed like crazy thrice okay. the last sentence. hoho.
"Put in my Pig Hole"



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love has never cut me this deep;
back!
anyway. phew.
today was quite fun.
had mly dialogue competition and prize presentation in the morning,
tho I didn't win (which was super sad), hahha, after I met Fil
I geared up.
so we went to clementi town sec for their carnival,
and met up with long-lost friends.
didn't take pics though.
the ctss peeps were so busy for one group photo.
should go out for a movie next time k darlings.

clementi town is so fun!

anyway. ya the day was great.
except in the morning I was sot, I didn't
mingle with hml peeps much as I should, I know.
I just can't stand seeing that face.
it's not hatred, it's not being crazy over it,
it's some feeling I can never describe even if Longman
publish millions of dictionaries after this.
k thts crap.

and when you talked I wished I was deaf.
when you were in front of me I wished I was blind.
when you were around, regardless of whatever you were doing,
I wished I could vanish into the air.

and love has never cut me so deep that no one can mend, not even half of it;

and I never wanna make any decision.

staying single would be the best achievement for the year!
ok let's see.

I think having a best friend who's willing to be there for you
is enough lah hor. :D
for the time being let's imagine Fil's not going anywhere.
and hold it all to the last day?
:'(

I think I'm quitting OMS okay?
hell-o, my time management sucks.
1 extra subject than a standard subject combination
is a bonus. yes, bonus BURDEN.
and that makes me abnormal.

mid-year exams are coming.
and I really have to study.
so I won't be blogging again until after exams.
hmm, let's see.

this week's like the first time I actually tried super hard
to finish my homework
and the first time, for 5 nights, from Sunday-Thursday
I slept from 1-1.30am which is super bad :(

Tuhan sahaja yang tahu aku nye penat :'(

I'm sick of studying. like really, God.
and if I study hard for MYE and still cannot satisfy myself,
man, you're not gonna expect much for
EOY. retain? hahha, maybe I drop 1 subject.

am already thinking of what subject to drop.
whole-body malfunction again.
and guess what - Father calls me Prof.
cos he wants me to be one some day.
and he actually believes in me that much, ohmydog?
LOL?

unexplicables:
- cocking up every little thing?
- ever be in love again?

pics coming up soon kay , .


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okay what is it again?
Wednesday, April 15, 2009

the only thing I want that will give me every other thing; go crazy over it.

yesterday, was?
oh urm 14th april ey?
okay cca was something new.
donno-how-many hours of talk, talk and talk.
I wanted to dance lahhh!
but it's okay, cos we ate cakes,
which was actually something I wasn't supposed to do
cos I haven't recovered.
yest was super tired day.
it wasn't tiring. instead, the day before was super tiring.
so the next day tired gila.


these were my notes during combined humans and geog lessons:
1. I swear I'm the most tired girl in ch class today.
2. I got the lowest double digit for geog test.
and Nadh, lowest double digit okay?
HAHHA.


I flunk physics to the max.
k not exactly.
but yeah, Nadh must get single digit with me too,
or else she should buy me Kinder Bueno! :D

k today, 15th? uhuh.
I guess I have advanced Alzheimer's.
I sat for history SEQ test just now.
tested on Kellog-Briand Pact.
I read about it just within the hour before that.
I tried recalling - first time, yes I could.
so I carried on with first paragraph.
after the 1st paragraph, I totally forgot what is it.
so I had to go through the whole recalling process again.
which is super slow and time-consuming.
I can't live like this man. so I didn't quite finish the essay :/
and I checked my notes after the test - guess what.
I changed "French foreign minister" to "British senior minister".
dumb le BAA.
(okay adeline should see this: I think I'm loving purple.)

k adios.
oh Fil, IMY, Fyou.

and oh you.
I miss you more
and more
and more.
and I wonder if you do the same?
please Baa, forget the past?


:'( heart pain la.


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FAST GAME, alrightey?
Monday, April 13, 2009

cute! Fil, this is for you. I monyet mahhh. :D

okay I only have about 3 minutes here.

and then off for homework.


1. I didn't rebond my fringe cos it was too late. -.-


2. I miss Fil to the max. :(


3. tomorrow I am gonna screw up at least bio test. physics, if I don't have the time to revise later, then I'll screw up both.


4. I like the thai song I'm singing for International Friendship Day! listen okay this wed!


5. I don't think I'll be doing well in MYE. hell.


6. I wanna watch movie la Raqib! anyone joining?


7. I'm spending more than 3 minutes. okay adios.


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PIAK PIAK! ooh ooh ooh, HAHA.
Saturday, April 11, 2009



oh shadap.
anyway.
what should I say?
friend, it's ridiculous how people can think that we're together.
tsk3.
and stop your cocktalking.
what more should I say?
bug off.

PMS can? heh.
aku ni memang kompius.

I'm gonna rebond my fringe soon! :D
actually thought of doing it today, but tmr got madrasah,
need to wear tudung mah. later penyek. HAHAHA can imagine?

and oh. I'm like getting tired of pleasing ppl,
especially those who think they care for me
but in actual fact, they don't.
sometimes tired of answering, how are you?
or stuff like how are things doing?
and, to people who don't actually know me, pls lah.
how do you entertain:
get home quick and rest okay, you're sick tu.
nak I hantar you balek tak?
like hell-o?
dah sah nak carik girl baru eh?
HOHO. dunia, dunia.

anyway. I've set my priorities already.

close friends?

Fil!

Nadh!

Syafiq!

Raqib!


others are friends, alright?
be honoured to have your name here, please?
*APPLAUSE. (haha, remember Kak Onni, Nadh?)

sorry to you, babe. I just don't think people will find it
NORMAL for us to be best friends. hope you understand.

peace out!


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BERDIAM DIRI BUKAN ERTINYA KAU KALAH.
Friday, April 10, 2009
hola.
today wasn't a Good Friday.
it turned upside down got lah.
but everyone's out now,
so Monster has no idea whether I'm using com or not.
but I'm smart though. at least, a teeny weeny bit.
I didn't go online on msn cos when that thing appears on again,
the last person would be me and I can't change it to someone else.
understand? oh nehmind.
anyway. MY HANDPHONE WAS CONFISCATED.
so yeah.
it really was like hell.
Like hell-o?
I've just recovered from my giddy and fever
she expects me to follow her to JB.
of course I don't want, I've been missing out a lot in school, right Nadh?
oh shadap.
tsk.

Do you have to shout?
Do you have to scream?
I'm not deaf, aight.
Do you have to hit me
To get me out of bed?
No.
I just needed a little time
To get up
Unless you want me to black out
Right in front of you.
Do you have to pull the mattress?
No. I can clean up my own mess.
Do you have to hit my head
while you talk?
I just have to listen
and I've already done it.
Do you have to hit me so much?
It's painful you know.


If only Father was here. :'(

I'll utter these words before you tuck me in bed tonight.
Goodnight Syiba,
Goodnight Ayah.
Sayang Ayah, Syiba.
Sayang Syiba, Ayah.

I really miss you, and only God knows how much I do.

yesterday someone told me a bedtime fairytale at midnight.
Once upon a time there was a cute princess named Nasyiba.
She was forced by her mother to go to a far far away island called Johor.
Suddenly a prince appeared right in front of her eyes.
Princess Nasyiba (LOL) thought he was a bad guy.
The Prince explained everything and Princess Nasyiba was so touched
that she said ...
And they live happily ever after?


It was very sweet okay.
Just that,
pls don't expect me to say something like that.
even if I do someone.
know how cheap those three words can be?
cos baby you'll never be replaced.



and to those peeps.
I don't freaking care any more, bout whatever you think of me.
cos I realise, it's either people love me or hate me.
and I believe there are more who prefer loving to hating.
and people who just like to pull others' names down
just won't live long, alright? it's a fact.

here's for you guys, and PLEASE GROW UP.
stop being plastic.
including you~! cos without you, she wouldn't hate me.
and now you're telling me she does and you don't know why;
urgh come on.

from BOB MARLEY :D
Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect and I don't live to be.
But before you start pointing fingers - make sure your own hands are clean.


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Bday outing: Kak Aisha and Abg Ajid. :D
Thursday, April 9, 2009
this is like 12 am?
kay playing taboo at midnight at vivo. hw's that. ^.^ superb! and my group won.
cos they've got me!

great moments.


kay2 focus baa.









I soo love them.
haha. bro, bro. thts superbly retarded.
tht's how much we ate.
me, seha, atiqah, yaya.
Abg, Abg Ajid, Abg Zul.
He and his Angelina Jolie. X)


retarded la seha!we threw the dry ice into the river and everyone crowded around it and shouted: WHOAAAA!
hahah, and everyone looked. hahah.




























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:D
yayyy we got GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!
OMG!
kay till now I cannot digest it into my encyclopedia.
it's OMG-ing unbelieveable!
anyway, grats ya babes!
proud of you guys!
:D BALI BALI BALI BAALI!
next year go BALI!

kay i wanted to upload more pics but this bloody blogger
go upload pics so longgg!
brrr.
cannot.
anw. I'm sick and I danced just now.
so I collapsed, but still conscious though.
that's how gila I am about Gwh.
!!!!!!!!!

okay. girls, I can't believe this.
make me!

sayonara, :D


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dance pics pt 1. :)










































































































































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