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awwwwh. life sucks.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
tomorrow's math remedial. 2 hours.going through the super badly done amath paper :(
my green pen ink runs out the fastest.
you know wht tht means. I never learn from mistakes one.
ohhhh life sucks.
then there are 3 projects to be done during hols.
and this thing called acelearning where homework piles up
and you have to do it online.
ohh life sucks.
and there's this another thing called O levels which my bestie and other seniors are gonna sit for and slug their guts out for. and you know wht it means.
ohhhh life sucks.
so there are many things happening during June hols - NDP, AYG(my CIP), malay dance, this, and that. dates - ptps and urm, you?
see if I can make it ahhh.
dnt think so. I just think we're going nowhere.
I'm sorry I made you wait so long. :(
it usually comes so naturally.
and this time it never did.
I don't believe in yours.
and I'm so sorry.
ohhh life sucks.
and donno who in the world created this whole shit called homework.
whoever it was, I'M THE GREATEST FAN! -.-
thanks eh.
kay talk cock.
hawwww life sucks.
baabye!
Labels: life sucksssssss.
another saturday.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
I guess now saturdays are gonna be real tiring.today I was out for at least 12 hours.
okay today's hottie is Ziemah.
she got her hair dyed and trimmed(i guess) and fooh
so jealous.
hahaa.
anyway, towards the end of the day I got hyped up.
started camwhoring in the bus,
and otw home from pandan Zie, Mirah, Nadh and I made a lot of noise in 143.
hahah.
and someone was really pemalu.
I lazy to layan already :(
I really dontch likeee.
I talk to you already OKAY.
you never make effort to talk, you expect me lurhh.
brrrrr.
to my beloved seniors, do study hard for O levels.
EVER WITH THE BEST. lol.
okay serious2.
please don't joke when it comes to this hurtful stuff.
cos I really can't differentiate what's real and what's not.
:'(
Labels: I wish I can be the only one, the way you are in my heart.
please don't let it go away.
lost drunkard. hahah. for once I felt like the old me in primary school. (:
hottie of the day. oops. month ey zie? haha.
haha, whtever style tht is.
fits! haahaa ;)
ooooooh loook! my bestie's pri schl! :DD
I've been spending a lot of time on this badak. she's real crazy. hahahah.
hum to humi seh chu ra lo, (idc if it's right or not) :D
RED!
her retarded times. THIS GIRL HERE IS THAT QUIET GIRL IN SCHOOL. o.O
LOL.
whooooh.
she woke me up from sleep. -.-
monkey business.
nanny2 poo2!
Labels: wish you were here.
FLYSHITTTT! XP
Thursday, May 28, 2009
hahah sony is so funnaye.BAAterfly. - the winds are blowinggg. says:
just guess cos the first time we went out, you ate tht
memek MCDREAMY!!!! says:
macadamia white chit
shit
ship
shit
chip
you better improve on your typing.
sooo cute. haaha!
anyway.
after schl planned to go verver's,
then just after the lib I changed my mind.
I dropped off okay.
I could have just followed Verver.
brrr dumb me.
anyway I'm so glad I taught her 2 things she still remember
since last Monday - Nasi Pattaya (you just change 'p' in papaya to 'tt') which is actually my fav malay dish and verver loved it too, and flyshit.
LOL. okay flyshit is taikkk lalat.
it's actually mole.
Nadh adjusted her hair.
verver: very pretty already laa
Nadh: ...
verver: okay la okay la very ugly,
YOU GOT FLYYYYSHITTTT!
wakakakakaka.
anyway.
it took just one day to miss you.
the 10-day period didnt make me any stronger,
instead I got traumatised.
hahaah. I'll learn from this alright.
got off 176 and the 'winds' blow again
so yeah, it's actually nobody's fault when
the sky turned gray.
or grey.
Firasat ini
Rasa rindukah
Ataukah tanda bahaya?
Aku tak peduli
Ku terus berlari.
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali
Jangan pergi lagi.
Firasatku ingin kau untuk
Cepat pulang
Cepat kembali
Jangan pergi lagi..
Dan lihatlah sayang
Hujan turun membasahi
Seolah ku berairmata.
Aku pun sedari
Engkaulah
Firasat hati..
awwh. exactly what I feel okay.
I'll overcome it some day. hahah (:
Labels: pinch you up down left right.
weird day.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
came in at 11.50am and it was really nothing,as if I can do it everyday. hahha.
people asked why, I said I was feeling "unwell" :)
anyway. didn't pay much attention during physics.
like wth. the definitions of acceleration and velocity really freak me out.
velocity is the change in distance in a specified direction per unit time.
acceleration is the change in velocity with time.
so if you combine them, you get:
acceleration is the change in the change in distance in a specified direction per unit time with time.
sooooooo don't understand.
if someone understands, please tell.
I know I'm super slow :(
then assembly period I read 'leap of love' which is actually a novel of the movie 'the leap years' or 'leap years'. idk.
yah but it's damn nice check it out.
anyway thing is I read so geek-ly throughout the whole period.
while Nadh went off to play card games.
hahah, I AM SO BORING!
then malay lesson, Seha actually taught us and it felt really weird.
like hello2, my sis is my classmate during madrasah,
and my teacher for today's malay.
super weird case.
but it's like quite cool cos for once I don't really need to respect her like I do teachers at all.
cos ey you're my freaking sis! that kinda thing. hahha.
and I really don't fear to ask questions, even the most stupid ones
cos ey, 'teacher', I remember when I was 9, you were 13 and you asked me how to spell 'together' and I said: combine 'to' and 'get' and 'her'. hahah.
and when we went to the SAM and you took at least 8 secs to figure how to insert the atm card into it. XD
and she actually told sony how I cried when I couldn't do my amath homework?
noooo.
then went home with filala syg.
ey you liked it but you were so quiet!
talk moreeeeeee please! :)
okay adios.
hah. now idk.
do you wonder what my heart speaks while my lips are sealed?
why do I love you so much?
-the heart has its own reasons which reason cannot understand.
the heart also has a talent to spot a mate in any confusion or maze, which reason cannot explain.
awww!
back to you sweetheart:
Labels: kau umpama bintang menyinari hidupku;
:D
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I took this with dad about 3 years ago =]
hahha.
this is very rare okay.
suddenly she wave2, donno to who also. hahah!
ala2 datuk siti la -.- cocok lubang hidung baru tawu.
I made the topping okay and it ain't easy. :DD
"hohoho I've got 2 pairs of eyes!" haha ok lame2.
cool right!
ahem ahem.
hallo! :DHAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO 3 PEEPS TODAY -
ZHI SHENG (correct sp?),
LALA ANGELA,
AMYRAA.
long time never update like tht.
life has been urm, normal?
hahha, no idk how to describe.
so many questions going on in mind
so it's confused.
someone keeps something from me,
and I'm really curious,
but what to do, she won't tell me.
let's start with happy things first.
my blog ain't some emo blog ok sony?
it's all reality. haha.
shopped last sunday.
okay what other good things?
ohh saturday was super duper ultra fun,
I feel like looking forward to every saturday.
cos NDP really bonded us, didn't it?
hahah, su and her crapness,
zie and her 'ewah, ewah' while taking the stairs,
and I actually followed. HAHA.
sadly qis was the only sec 1 and
booo-ly seniors cannot join.
and I hope someone won't feel malu to talk to me any more :)
cos I dontch like that feeling.
that night was one of the few nights
I could go home late and it was fun.
OMG I'M SO EXCITED FOR NDP!
:D
and sunday tu, performed at teban.
told Seha that Vilau was remarrying so we had to perform for his ceremony,
and she actually believed it. WAKAHKAHKAH.
told that to some other peeps too, and they also believed.
LOL.
and geog project, lagi sipi nak buat ngan kawaii! oh dear kawaii HB!
hahha, tkpe, it's not the right time cos marks are counted
and scared they slack. nehmind.
next time please. *prays hard.
HOHO. sometimes in class I looked around and I thought he was looking at my direction
but I scared cair so I looked away.
DIAM LAH BAAAAAAAAA!
(BAA bunyi kambing? I know ok pekak badak, hahha)
and yest, FOOL talked to me.
see how annoying jerks can be.
fool: ba i got smth to confess to you.
me: i know u're nvr serious but what is it?
fool: i still...
me: want girls' numbers?
fool: no. i still like ...
fool: i still like y..
me: if you're gonna talk some cock i don't understand then i don't entertain.
fool: i still like yo..
fool: i still like yo..
after a few hours,
fool: angry or what.
then BLABLABLA.
me: afraid if it's true, afraid if it's not.
fool: why afraid if it's true?
me: i dont wanna go back to the start when i had to get over you.
fool: haha i rock.
me: no. you suck. really.
but at least i said something i've been wanting to let out.
grow up la okay. you don't rock at all by that.
and i know when he's a lil serious.
and he said ok when i asked him to change.
some ppl just dnt know how to love la okay.
and he said he'll show me he can.
WELL. LET'S SEE HOW THAT RELATIONSHIP WITH HER WILL GO.
trust me, not too far cos you're FAKE!
anw. 3/4's been really dead these days.
I really think we're already in the holiday mood.
every teacher that enters the class seems to be talking to the walls and the ceilings.
haha. really dead.
I haven't caught up with sleep since last wednesday. awwhsome rightey.
sony owes me a lullaby.
aha. I suddenly really want someone to sing me a lullaby before I sleep.
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if only things are a lil more clear,
I wouldn't ask too many questions.
sometimes, sad case,
person A knows just how much you love B,
and you're slugging your guts out to let B know.
B doesn't understand it as much as A,
or you don't know.
who can it be, do you ask?
please don't ask,
I don't make drastic moves.
I simply can't cos I'm afraid :(
how would I be sure?
now it was the heart. the heart would know. it would know instantaneously and respond, in full measure.
Labels: fall in love with love before you fall in love with someone.
psst - ...
Friday, May 22, 2009
I wish I was ______ so I had nothing to protest about.HAHA!
life has been deadly busy.
ohh do I even have a life?
got a lot of pics coming up alright.
:)
and ___ has been super duper ultra irritating.
one moment,
___: ey wear what ah?
me: best guess is pe shirt and skirt. just wear that.
___: jeans?
me: idk. just weat pe shirt with skirt ok.
___: can wear shorts?
like come on la make up your mind.
HAHHA.
bye~!
and OH, IT'S 22ND MAY :(
Labels: I simply don't deserve okay.
if I said i care for you, would you feel the same way too?
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I was an impossible case
No-one ever could reach me
But I think I can see in your face
There's a lot you can teach me
So I wanna know..
What's the name of the game?
Does it mean anything to you?
What's the name of the game?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a curious child, beginning to grow
And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know..
The name of the game
Your smile, and the sound of your voice
And the way you see through me
Got a feeling, you give me no choice
But it means a lot to me
So I wanna know..
No-one ever could reach me
But I think I can see in your face
There's a lot you can teach me
So I wanna know..
What's the name of the game?
Does it mean anything to you?
What's the name of the game?
Can you feel it the way I do?
Tell me please, 'cause I have to know
I'm a curious child, beginning to grow
And you make me talk
And you make me feel
And you make me show
What I'm trying to conceal
If I trust in you, would you let me down?
Would you laugh at me, if I said I care for you?
Could you feel the same way too?
I wanna know..
The name of the game
Your smile, and the sound of your voice
And the way you see through me
Got a feeling, you give me no choice
But it means a lot to me
So I wanna know..
The name of the game
life has been super the happening!
ahh bubye :]
Labels: NOWAY :P
ohh,.
Friday, May 15, 2009
I'm sorry lah.and you know, I have my own ego too.
I do have siao ting tong thoughts
what-ifs that would maybe make us stay.
very crazy, I swear.
though my heart says so, my mind knows what is right and what is wrong.
you left me with many questions left unanswered.
and you'll always be a part of me.
idc. it's hard to deny.
I'm dead.
sigh-yonara.
regret?
it's not that I don't deserve you, is it?don't think so.
cos all along I've been missing you very much.
broke down hard yest thinking of you.
"Deep within, it's hard to say goodbye.
But sometimes, it's the only way.
They will still care and be around,
That you can't deny."
I should have remembered that.
ps. butterflies are so beautiful I don't wish to be human.
I'm the chosen one today :(
I was excited for games day laaa.execpt before 3-4 vs 3-1 match I had butterflies in my stomach.
and we lost :(
but it's ok though, my dear 3-4 made their "darling nasyiba" proud by getting 1st for cheer competition :DD
I was upset that I couldn't join in the fun though.
at home I was wondering what you guys were probably doing :(
ok basically I sprained my little finger on the left and only realised it after the game.
when they sent me to the canteen with red cross team, I felt giddy cos they were trying to move that bloody finger and it was so painful. then they put ice and that bloody ice gave me all kinds of feelings and I felt real sick so I had to go the sick bay. otw there, I collapsed.
for 2 minutes God made me deaf and blind.
it was chaotic, suddenly I felt many hands grabbing my shoulders and arms. itchy hands la you all anyhow touch people. HAHAH kidding.
my vision really faded cos I couldn't see my sides, but only the front and someone was there.
for the first time after so long you showed that you care.
hah don't deny.
and then God made me feel stupid for saying something.
sigh.
my knees hurt from the fall, my little finger too. :(
so suay.
anyway then I called bro and surprisingly he came right away by taxi. awww! :)
then he bought me food and carried my bag. triple awww!
anyway my dear sony don't worry okay,
you worry more than my mummy.
haha.
and Ms Tian is great. thanks to her lor.
and all the people who helped out just now.
oh ya I could hear someone's SIAK AH while I was semi-conscious.
hahah, whoever was that, I remember what you say.
and thanks to Verver, Nadh, Lea, Raa, many more.
ESPECIALLY TO THE HANDSOME THAI/PHILLIPINO PARAMEDIC WHO TOOK CARE OF ME. HIS EYES CURED ME TOO. HOHO.
okay anyone dating me this weekend? hahah I'm boredddd! :(
Labels: IMYVM
belated mama day
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
I said: alamak you take photo like old people ah ma.then she said: okay2!
then I snap again and last-minute she did this. ahha!
sergeant nasik la tu.
HAHAH MAMA'S FACE.
IHY. ILY:)
suddenly he walked like monkey. XD
aww :)
this is what you call old people. hahha.
don't you know ILY? :(
kwang3. itchy ey?
HAHAHA.
cute righttt!
howells mothers' day or rather minahreps' day like what bro would call it was okay.
went to al-azhar to eat and 99% of the time I was the one holding the cammie and I was snapping here and there so you don't get to see much of me in the pics.
at bukit timah, I saw my primary school child care auntie and for at least 4 secs we were looking at one another like 0.0 hahahah.
so out of the three monkeys, bro's pics were the best. I love taking photo of him most <3
and my nephew and niece are soo cute!
sayonara!
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