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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
today it fluctuates - singing and jumping so gayly one moment, shedding a tear the next.howells. who cares.
just look on the bright side. I kept telling myself that today,
and I wonder if tomorrow I'll look up the sky and smile again.
I wanna be gay like yest night when I jumped and jumped while crossing the road and pretending like a rock star in public,
like this morning saying good morning to many2 ppl,
so gay that I forgot to take my breakfast.
after I got my geog paper,
I didn't feel hungry at all.
I wanna feel euphoric all the time and I think it's possible :]
anyway, yest someone pissed me off too.
like, hey, you don't know me well enough to judge,
so who do you think you are to judge my friends then?
I know my limits, and in case you don't know,
I treat them far better than you
and you know why?
you never wanted to listen
how would you understand?
PLEASE LAH swine.
I wish I could tell you everything,
every single thing cos we're very close at times, but only in good times.
still you don't deserve to listen to my stories.
you only heard me telling you jokes,
behaving in the craziest manner ever,
but how much do you actually know me compared to my friends?
how much do you know what I've went through?
IHY and I never thought you'd be this bad.
aku sungguh! sensitive when it comes to her judging my friends,
cos ey, they'd never done you wrong,
why your tongue so very itchy to comment?
then I shut down.
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if I told you we're not meant to be, would you believe?
sometimes while thinking of you crazy thoughts come to mind.
some questions I wish I'd have the chance to say out,
but I found that in every situation you were there,
I never really got the chance.
it's either someone else might be listening
or you'd be busy with other stuff
or it's obviously not a right time for whatsoever reason.
how do I ever say what's inside?
that while I was thinking of you, ..
I wished you were doing the same.
that I swear I can't imagine
what life would be without you
and I cried thinking of goodbye.
I know for sure there's no one out there as great as you.
and how do I carry on, ifdk.
am I pathetic that I only cling on to you?
if yes, then I'm sorry.
I tried socialising with many2 people,
but it just backfired.
really, the world is different from you.
I really hope you know.
and, sometimes, it's not that I don't trust,
but it's just very hard to really take in all those words.
idk why, do you believe that I can't believe them?
- If I could reach out and hold a star for every time you've made me smile,
the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.
I almost wanted to write it in webdings.
FIVE FIVE FIVE FIVE FIVE FIVE!
(HA in thai is five yknowww)
adios!
in class I was writing about her
when she suddenly appeared in sight.
feels like fate.
HAHAHA. IMY.