profile Miss Awhhsomeee. Nasyiba Sahari :D 17/09 I'm a 15-years old goodie, I don't litter :B but I don't pick up litter. I eat whenever I feel like it. I have a disfigured left pinky *gasps* and I suffer hair and eyelash loss. I go gaga over almost everything. Studying in Commonwealth Secondary School,I have the WEALTH values:D. I'm in CSS Malay Dance. A dancer, I am, and forever will be! I'm a zombie in the morning but I'm stupendous at night. If I were the president, I would turn everyone into human owls so we can enjoy night time((: I sing almost every time to express the happenings in life, but I can be random too. I can get emotional and dramatic at times, but my mind holds loads of crap when I'm high. I do bitch-talking when I feel the need to be honest. I'll be nice enough to ignore if you ain't nice, but nicer if you're nice and nicest if you're nicer. I'm NOT unfriendly. shy? oh, very! oh, add me on facebook & msn : nash_oops@hotmail.com :D 19% emotionalism 18% dummiesity 17% crapology 14% chimonology 12% cleverbumness 11% stubbornism 9% vaingloriousity

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now.
I don't mean to do this. but I can't contain any more.
I flipped through my diaries in the wee hours realising how long it has been.
how much I've been concealing and not let a bit of it go.
and how I thought it would end one day.
well it ain't that way. not at all.
cos it's an endless situation where every choice I have, has to hurt.
if not my own heart, I might hurt others'.
I chose my own. and still.
you might have gotten the slightest clue.
bt trust me, what you know is totally nothing compared to reality.
maybe I'm the one to blame for not telling,
but I don't wanna be such a pain in the ass.
perhaps I already have been. for being with you.
and I never know how much it could have been hurting someone else.
someone I once cared for.
and how do humans refuse to care?
I wish you won't make things obvious about whtever that is going on that I don't know, cos I don't wanna know.
and I don't know which is meant to be.
I don't know what lies ahead.
I don't know what's inside your heart.
I'm holding on to whatever the world is making out of it. back to the topic, let's just make things look fair now.

someday I would be HEARTless
cos you're taking every bit of IT away.

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