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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
HELL-O.today's PE lesson kinda rocked a bit.
though I don't like frisbee. in every game, my teammates make me laugh.
happy happy smile smile laugh laugh >> hahah, amirah.
I'm multi-tasking a lot right now.
blogging, doing ss essay, eating, bleah.
then hor, during bio she used cute analogies.
hahaha the other day was lungs and balloons,
now is alveoli turning from a broccoli to a lollipop.
o.O HAHAHAHA!
after school, nombor satu was gay.
both meanings?
people don't need long nails for guitar, do they?
then his chuckle was so eeew, gay.
hahaha. "tata~" *girlish waves.
zomg.
then I got home with KFC:D and ate on bed and turned the tv on like princesssss:D
hahha. okay tmr I'm zombie-ing during hmm,
ch no.
math no.
eng PERHAPS.
chem PERHAPS.
CEP test, if I finish early yay can sleep until I snore and drool.
oh got assembly? :D sleep.
then physics. I got a feeling he's giving us surprise test or smth.
TMR'S THE LAST OFFICIAL PHYSICS LESSON BEFORE EXAMS
:/
OK SAYONARA SAYO KANGKONG.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
have you heard about Miss Ris Low aka Real Slow?LOL evil I know. but gotta watch this super funny nak mampos.
my cousin says she'd probably stolen those credit cards for her english lessons.
X)
and do the biatchy talk, SHE'S NOT PRETTY AT ALL XD
okay kidding. a bit.
Monday, September 28, 2009
song is loved(:and dance moves fresh in mind !
psst, got one part wrong lyrics hahaha.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
this part of my life is called being a narcist.
howells. today I was testing out my make-up skills:D, and didn't wanna waste my make-up so I took SUPER A LOT of pictures.
hahaha. then smth happened that made me shriek. my eyeshadow and blusher pallette dropped. OUCH. tmr I buying new ^.^ hahaha. what a great excuse.
I should have gone to NDP appreciation ceremony since mum didn't bring me out right? :(
I miss the people.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
HELL-O(:
so basically today I just laze around in front of the com screen
though yest I had 10 solid hours with the same thing.
today I was halfway through hsm 2.
smth triggered me to stop.
HEH.
anyway I figured I should buck up for Friday's and 10/11's paper.
Termenung bila sendirian
Menggunung seribu harapan
Tak mampu ku melupakan
Walau kian kehilangan
ohmygoat I loike.
ohkambingku aku suka.
aku tak sendirian(:
kan?
heh.
ps. aku nak paris!
fuhyo.
knowing what you have to lose, but risking the loss anyway.Labels: need or want?
Friday, September 25, 2009
okay let's do some proper update.bio SPA is 1st november and every time I remember bio,
I remember "your lungs are like balloons" line she used. wahahaha.
ok la cute.
I totally miss baking.
people bake during ramadhan so they can eat a lot in syawal.
I'm using raya money for many many purposes:
stationery-shopping.
simfoni filem nusantara tix.
phone bill.
baking ?
okay I forget. but got a lot.
so how's raya? haha.
sadly, pri schl friends' outing may be during my exam period cos they finish earlier :(
HAIYAH.
but I think I'm going raya tmr (:
okay urm Mrs Audrey Tham is cute. hahah:D
then the other day right, I slept with a stomachache and a big big pillow on top of my stomach
THEN HOR.
..
I dreamt I was pregnant XB
now I gotta wake up already.
eoy.eoy.eoy.
and then I have to manage other stuffs too,
and be alert about every little thing.
hope things will turn fine.
am aware of the heavy responsibility.
and with the rest of them,
I pray that every mistake made will be a lesson learnt.
((:
besides that, going home with Nadh has been sooooo crappy and fun.
baa: asl hari2 aku balek skolah rase cam nak b***k ah?
nadh: sbb kau da lame tak b***k(silently)?
baa: tak. ni hari2 tau aku b***k!
nadh: ke kau da biase B***K(loudly)! *straight away covers mouth, stoink look*
LOL I remember HAHAHA soooo klaka.
and many2 craptalking :DD
nadh: eh kawan kau! (referring to effendy at the mrt counter)
baa: eh aku pernah kene layan ngan die tau!:D die peramah, senyum2.
nadh: abeh?
baa: AKU SENYUM BALEK LAAAAAAAAAA!
okay itchy2 my hand.
MY FAVOURITE:D
and wow he was a violinist, .
...
knape lah eh seytan ni bnyk skali kuncu2nye?
knape kuncu2nye ni smue bute nak mampos?
kalau orang gaduh, yang tenang tu kan lebih mulia dari yang perangai cam seytan.
asl lahhh pilih untuk sidekan yang buruk?
walaupun org tu peliharekan kite, tak semestinye kite side die all the way kan.
kalau salah, tetap salah.
kebenaran tetap kebenaran walaupun boleh sakitkan hati kan?
sepandai-pandai aku, aku tak dayus cam pakcik2 dan abg2 zaman skrg.
sikit2 je, "korang pandai dari aku tapi pikiran.."
TAKYA MEREPEK LAH.
eh, konon kite salah la eh? HMMMMM!
kalau nak brambos, boleh brambos.
kalau tolong orang tak ikhlas, dan tkde rase tanggungjwb langsung,
lagi bagus tkya tolong la ehh.
TOLONGLAH.
BERBUAL CAM WORLD.
tapi sbgai ketua mcm gini kan,
JGN HARAPLAH orang nak hormat.
kau ah lembu.
syaitanic act you.
knnzcb.
TIME.
Is it?
What's gonna happen next?
A new chapter is about to begin.
Will we reminisce on what we had?
Will I regret?
Will you regret having met someone so weak?
Will hearts change? Or minds?
Will things bring us apart?
Will people?
Will you be missing me like I will?
don't say it's gonna be the same.
it's not.
we both know.
Labels: tick tock;
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
the 98.7 song dedication.from, if I say who, confirm they laugh.
ade makne ?
hah.
let me story story. THE THINGS I FORGOT.
DO YOU KNOW THE 4TH FLOOR DANCE ROOM GOT MIRROR ALREADY??
:D:D
oh . raa?
budak cute called me by the name and wished me
happy birthday last week wahahahhaa!
jealous? tak?
XD
then raya in jb.
it wasn't the kampung ambience lah
so it was SUPER DUPER ULTRA BORING, considering it was raya.
cos everyone went back to kampung and those who stayed there were very few.
yet some things were cheering me up
like remembering
"dan bahan-bahannye adalah, naytay compek! (nestle corn flakes)"
"see the lights, see the partyyy bogel (ballgowns)"
"bye nenek I love you until when when! (I love you sampai bile bile!)"
HAHAHA.
then Mai and us were being bitchy
minum air, makan kuih,
"not badddd"
hahahahaha.
besides tht,
don't ask me about raya any more.
I'm only looking forward to 3hml outing.
ONLY:D
"If a time should come when I meet u again somewhere, I would hold your hand tight and treat u like my long lost baby."
"Sometimes I went to ur school to see if I can catch a glimpse of u but to no avail."
is this insecurity?
UGH. I'M SO IRRITATED.
baa tunjuk prasaan sikit je, marah.
kalau duduk berbual, tanye tk bleh?
my language was at the least rude.
if you could be rude to my mother,
why couldn't I be rude to you anyway?
and you know why that old lady pelihara you?
cos she only likes sons. not daughters.
so be a human for once
and put yourself in others' shoes.
what if you were her,
and what if you were me,
seeing your granny hit your mother
and cursing her life right in your eyes?
doesn't that affect your life,
knowing a mother's curse would come true?
and I know why.
I know one of the reasons
I've been living this way.
cos of her curses.
these things she said to other people,
which then reached us.
SO THEN, I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T GET INVOLVED.
children grow seeing love.
but what do you get to see?
hatred.
I love my cousins.
I love my atok.
:'(
Allah knows yeah?
2nd day of raya
Monday, September 21, 2009
today I've got the dance angau so don't mind hahaha.so I took out my china dance shoes and went kicking the air up down left right.
that was how I grew tall last time ^.^ hahaha.
oh yes I'm excited for OBS sharing session and Malay Dance farewell party can?Idk why. mane la tawu. I may be considering event management in future :D hahah.
ni case tkde kerje ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan.
they say the green car up there is the car fasha sandha drove in one of the m'sian movies. nice huh.
danial akmal
songket, I LOIKE.
minumlah pati prune Innershine:) wahahahha!
in the car otw to jb from pasir gudang
he eventually slept there cos why? (scroll down)
cos initially he slept there and when the car jerked, he fell HAHAH so cute.
long-lost! Mai & Baaaka. rebonded & permed.
her dimple on the chin isn't Godmade.
and this damn bloody girl is sooooo adorable :DD
see the eyelashes. like wanna pull like tht .
ignore my smile hahahahaha.
this another girl kept on pestering us to put make-up on her and her mum let one.
jb!
nice ahh?
spot me.
why was I in akar mekar shirt?
her dimple on the chin isn't Godmade.
and this damn bloody girl is sooooo adorable :DD
see the eyelashes. like wanna pull like tht .then the cheeks wanna bite bite bite .
grr grr grr.
ignore my smile hahahahaha.
this another girl kept on pestering us to put make-up on her and her mum let one.so she kept on visiting the room then we haven't put finish yet, she went off already, couldn't wait to show her mum HAHA.
jb!
nice ahh?
spot me.
why was I in akar mekar shirt?cos apparently I was lazy to change to my bed attire so I straight away put it on.
and why was my eyebag so scary? cos I cried on raya eve! why? cos . ask phyl hahahaha.
"lame nahh. aku geram ni tau"
"tak kuase nak hidup lagi da"
"kesian kan aku. sedih ah"
"eyy, kau tak bilang kau ambek gambar ehh!"
and why was my eyebag so scary? cos I cried on raya eve! why? cos . ask phyl hahahaha.and we waited for 40 mins until they came and fetched us. then...
"lame nahh. aku geram ni tau"
"tak kuase nak hidup lagi da"
"kesian kan aku. sedih ah"
"eyy, kau tak bilang kau ambek gambar ehh!"
"ambek waktu aku lawa2 sikit lah. cepat2!"
SYAWAL 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
this is not a typical malay blog post where the first thing people say is SELAMAT HARI RAYA.fish. I want to raya in singapore :(
badly. :'(
WHYYYYYYY?
:(
:(
:(
I SO DON'T LOIKE.
I feel like strangling my mum
and then tmr ask for forgiveness.
anyway still, selamat hari raya all.
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.
I know I can be real bitchy when I am,
and am sorry if I hurt feelings by being nasty at times.
or physical torture. hahaha,
those ppl around me who get pinches and punches understand.
I really hope you guys have fun and feeeeeeeeeeeeeel it, that superb raya feeling.
(:
loves,
baa.
Labels: pissed.
17sep09
Friday, September 18, 2009
I've made my wish(:
(why is my brother not home yet?): )
I'm eating cake in the middle of the night.
thanks to all for the birthday wishes.
3/8 peeps are sooooo sweet.
and kakak Fil for the blog post.
and 3/4 peeps too(:
much loved.
WARNING: THIS POST IS A VERY LONG POST BECAUSE IT'S FOR ME! HAHA:D
anyway. unlike last year, this year I couldn't count how many ppl wished me a happy birthday.
hahaha. but I think the most important thing bout birthdays is realising how far I've come and surviving my way through the obstacles in life that always get worse by day instead of better.
in the 15th year of my life, I noticed a vast change in my inner self. for better or for worse, I think better but still some things have got to be on the losing side right.
I've never been so caught up in studies before.
and then I took up so many things that in one way or another ate up my precious time for studying. I was simply biting off more than I could chew. there was this period of time for about 1-2 months in term 3 that there was never a day in a week that I could rest at home peacefully.
weekdays were school days.
the whole of saturdays were for NDP pracs.
sundays I always found it hard to wake up early and go for religious class without rushing. by the time it ended, it was already so late and I had to chiong all my homework, laundry and others.
sometimes I totally screwed up, for instance, staying up late for homework and then forgetting to bring them to school even after I'd completed them. life was miserable. and back thennn mother never understood until I really talked to her about this whole thing.
to add on, on weekdays I ended at 4/5pm every single day. and man it was hard to catch up. I almost wanted to really seek help from teachers but I was afraid they would blame me for getting involved in so many things. and so many things include the performances and rehearsals.
and what made my whole life much more miserable was the fact that I chose to be here, taking 9 subjects in preparation of my O levels next year. but then I wanted to be here. only God knows my fear of climbing so high to fall back to the ground. and there were times I thought I couldn't do it and something's gonna happen that's gonna break me down and ruin that privilege I have. then I started to think of alternatives in life. but I was aware just how important education is. I just felt unlucky that I have not much passion in education as I have for many other things that unfortunately, I was not given much opportunities to do.
friends? hangouts? no more, no no no more now. I realise. back then, we would have lunch tgther with friends at west mall or smth after schl. but look at now. total opposite. even when we planned to go shopping during the holidays, we realise we all couldn't find a date or when we do, there's always last minute ammendments and you can't go. sigh. then you realise you can't please everyone and you can't keep in touch with everyone and they really wonder why. you make friends, get close to them a little and when mummy scolds you for your bill or you fail a test because you spend too much time on your phone, some people find it hard to understand and they go "please don't do this to me" . argh.
family is the most crucial thing that can make me cry easily. especially when it comes to my unreasonable mother. whenever there's a fight, all she does is brag about it and tell the whole world because she's "got nobody to talk to". and the worst thing is whenever she makes a mistake, it's not really a mistake but when I make a mistake, it stays as a big big mistake forever. not fair at all. and all the time I think of my father and hope I still have the old him with me. it's a great loss knowing if he were there when mother was going bonkers, he would be there to wipe my tears and hug me tight to erase all the pain inside but hey hey wake up, he wasn't there any more. not there any more. and at moments I really need him I become the old crybaby putting on hopes that I know would never happen. the view of my happy family is gone, but it was there before. yes it was.
and love? it thrills me a little too much. and thus it breaks me down a little too much too when things don't turn out right. learning to get a grip of myself(:
these things made me realise the need for patience. endurance. determination. and many more.
life is unfair, that's reality but you gotta dig out the positive things behind that statement.
I have a view of life.
I have an incomplete puzzle. I can match some pieces of them together but the rest are either getting there or are overturned and untouched.
you will never know what the future has in store.
and I guess you don't have to be that noble to be grateful and say
Thanks, God.
hmm.
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okay this is random. I saw my sister's bio book and found it so cuteeeee hahhaha.
cute right ^.^
loves,
Nasyiba Sahari.
burung murai
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
okay this is sooo damn cute. hahahah!my birthday eve
AHH those eyebags X(
the new mirror in my living room :D:D can dance, can doll up right there ahh I LOIKE.
looks familiar to 3/4s? :D:D class calendar!
sometimes, it's awesome to have you(:
SOMETIMES ONLY HOR.
I don't miss my old hair ^.^
pink panadol is HOT. :D
okay so I did not on the com for about 2 days? grr.
monday was tiring. wait. I didn't update did I? anyway I dreamt that I was Mandy Moore acting in A Walk To Remember HAHAHA. had Monday blues, but still survived as usual wakakaka.
Tuesday. cca posts election was overwhelming, very the touching touching oww. hahaha. well actually had mixed feelings. but to make things look good just look on the BRRIGHT SIDE:D chalet cancelled X( but it's okay, I'm planning on the best farewell party :D amin amin amin.
ANYWAY. I'm attending a 4 days non-overnight dance camp in december at NUS! cooooooooooooooooooooooooool or what !
well. I had my mood fluctuating these days.
hahaha.
I made jokes! my own my own my own ^.^
your mama is so fat that when she sat on the toilet bowl, the whole country's drainage system got damaged. okay maybe too far.
your mama is so fugly that when she looked in the mirror, she died of a heart attack.
HAHA.
today. .
Nadh: my body pain here, pain there. growing old uhh.
Baa: yeah you're 51! (inverted 15)
Nadh: and you're 41 still.
Baa: hahah! I'm 41 and am turning 51 tomorrow *gasps* that's how fast time flies. a decade in a year hahahaha.
okay lmao.
well today I had a brain malfunction like TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.
it got tired of Math, I guess.
so I never pay attention during physics HOHOHO. what do you expect? it was the horrible 3pm-4pm block of lesson grr.
so I wrote on my notes: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Baa: okay how many HAs do you think there are here? :B :B
Nadh: -.-"
hahaha, I really counted :D 17!
happy birthday to LKY btw.
hahahah. I always remember his birthday falls on the day before mine.
okay so just one more day and it's time to tell mummy to stop ruining my life *gasps*
just kidding.
just one more day and I'm 15. FIFTEEN and ppl say this kinda age is like the best part of teenage life cos why? ask Taylor Swift hahaha no. cos you're still schooling and schooling will be something you wanna turn back time to once you're grown up and fifteen is ideal cos dotdotdot.
(:
must buy wrinkle cream already.
jussssst kidding ;D
alright so do the right thing with the right people huh ^.^
that's what friends are for? I read smewhre.
so don't get the wrong idea, I hope.
(and what?) BELIEVE.
believe what. HAH I don't no more :D and I hope what I think is right.
another you, aku kasi kau betis, kau nak paha. sigh.
ANYWAY HALLO. *PIAK PIAK MY HEAD*
ehh this week I learned a new CUTE malay word.
kokot = staple
HAHAHAHA SOOOO CUTE RIGHT.
then during dance terckp "kotok" wahahaha.
Seha checked my name meaning. when the results were nil on some sites,
I said "the name you'd searched for is awesomely too unique" HAHAH.
anyway got many2 versions. grr.
1. noble.
LOL
2. highborn
HUH right. highborn means belonging to a family of high social class. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH to the max.
3. lucky (nasyiba = "nasib ah?")
mak kau nye lucky ah hahahhahahaa.
4. one who will produce noble offsprings and the generations to come
urmm am I eeeeeeevennnn gonna give birth? hahaha.
out of these four, I like hmmm. no. 1 !
hahah like you care?
nights honeys!
xoxo,
Nasyiba Sahari (woo I loike!)
ps. Mama and Seha off to get Tulanggggg.
so slow? :/
Monday, September 14, 2009
okay so logically when you leave someone you 'once' loved,that person is definitely upset right?
but how would you know then, if the person was being true to you or not?
if the sweet-talking was actually real, how was it so easy to forget someone and then move on with someone new?
I wonder.
nah. perhaps I don't know much at all. so I shouldn't jump to such nasty conclusions.
BUT THENN ARH.
I'm curious cos I'm stuck under the bad impression of someone.
ohdear. *knocks my head*
I feel so sorry, but helpless.
I imagine being in your place.
freaky. sucks to the innermost core of the earth.
ohh yes.
*gasps* global warming.
be strong ladies ;]
kay I gtg. I'm so lost in Amath trigo and CH can can can?
brrr.
adios brambos.
kepale kau aku nak jotos.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
today I woke up singing 1. kal ho naa ho
2. close your eyes and count to 10~
3. my bonnie lies over the ocean
got some more I forget already.
Seha better get me kuih tart as promised.
I've got my monthly wage (;
takmoh sabo sudahhh for spring cleaning.
well I kinda can't believe it's coming
everything's going fine. except I hope daddy would reply.
toodles lovelies;D
this post is specially dedicated to Raa .and those who sekaki with us
Diana Danielle is hot hot hot:D
like HALLO, *SNAPS FINGERS LIKE ANITA SARAWAK*
hahaha ;D
kakak phyl agrees tooooooooooo.
;D nights darlings
110909
7 years ago, something bad happened o.Oraa reminded me hahahhaah.
but 3 months ago, was the best day of my life.
(L)
so today woke up at 12.20pm and chiong-ed to meet kakak phyl then off to woodlands library and ohmydog, THEY ARE SUPER DUPER ULTRA LOUSY.
"PLEASE DO NOT SIT ON THE FLOOR AND USE THE SEATS PROVIDED"
seats provided otakao.
if got enough then nehmind lah. happyfishbtul.
so walked and walked around the area to find study corner but didn't manage to so off-ed to clementi and wow I got away scot-free for the free train ride from woodlands to clementi
:D
:D
:D
SUPERWOMAN KAN. wakakaka.
then got home, off to the study corner at clementi
over there so nice, I loike:D
then got three bottles of syrup for raya
and home .
after I got home,
busy with the phone from 8pm to like 11pm texting kakak phyl and raa.
oohh those shit-chatting, I loike.
I got a new hairstyle today,
make a fountain of my hair.
it looks fine from the side
but a teeny weeny bit AUNTIE, I'm afraid.
boohoo let's self-bitch.
once in a lifetime on my blog aite.
I'm dark. my tone is uneven.
my shoulders are fair. my arms are black.
my left spinky has got bone deformity since idk when.
my hands look like men's sometimes.
and sometimes I look like I'm slouching.
my tummy has 'undeveloped muscles'.
my hips are so wide.
hance my ass is wide too.
my thighs are fair, but my calves are black.
my thighs are not so hairy, my calves are super hairy-er
(and it should be the other way round cos ppl see your calves more often than your thighs)
I'm short for my age.
my hair is dry and brittle and unmanageable.
my ears stick out when I wear glasses.
the shape of my face is weird.
my nose is my biggest enemy.
it is pimple-prone and shiny and not sharp at all.
my skin is pore-prone and dark and shiny like orang minyak wahahahah.
oh oh oh! my right cheek bone is higher than my left cheek bone!
and sometimes my left eyebag seems bigger than my right and vice versa.
my eyelashes suffer hair loss sometimes.
and so does my hairrrrrr.
okay2 diamx.
(like seriously, I'm not human for now)
NOW ONLY :D
ptps reunion
Thursday, September 10, 2009
HAHAH JOM BUKAK KEDAI EH?
spot a rubbish bin.
