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free.
like winter :D
today, everything kinda balances.
today, God answered my prayers.
but there are also things that are amiss,
I'm helpless about that.
good stuff first yeahs.
1. I'm super duper excited about the dance camp. well though I'm gonna miss the deeparaya concert that I've been working on, I really am happy cos I get to see awhhhhxome ppl like cik som said and other professionals. ohmygoatshit, I really loike.
2. he offered me to join persadaku seni. back then I was considering teater tari era but if he recommended then life's easier right. but then comes another story. they are doing a show next year. but, . this year, or after Os? a part of me says: heck, it's my life. tsk.
I don't love what I do.
and I want to do what I love.
cos then I'd do better.
right?
if I carry on, I'm going against the ppl here. but it's smth I really want:( and taking the risk will mean if anything happens, she's gonna blame it on me. me and no one else but me.
this is where I'm stuck again. it's quite worth right? just weekly practices. ? :B
yeah. at woodlands. :X
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oppportunities don't come all the time, remember?
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anyway today dance started at 10am and they were doing deeparaya item. I woke up at 10.30am but I know what to do now when that happens. hahahha buy food for them.
I reached 1.5 hours late and only got to do 2 rounds. I didn't know at all at the time that I will miss the concert. stupid.
then it ended at noon and Abg Rizman gave us chicken rice treat at teban with su, nadh and zie.
hahahha had FUN.
"lu rabak kapaaaa"
"..... siak. .......siak."
and his laughter on the phone was super tak bleh angkat, funny nak mampos.
RIGHT AFTER LUNCH, I was extremely clever to go play swings at teban and then got giddy and felt like puking. (: clever bum bum. it slipped off my mind. then I felt a surge of freedom looking at the sky listening to bagaikan puteri hahaha.
then it was A Living Planet seminar and thank God, it wasn't like Just One Earth and indeed I enjoyed it. O.o super interesting fact, that part right. I was thinking, why can't one just play a part? every little effort can combine to make a vast difference right? CHEY ! maciampaham.
anyway do you know; to prepare a fast food meal, 5000 litres of water is required? now I know.
hahah and if the greenwhatever thing melts due to climate change, sea level is gonna rise up to 7m.
and and North pole is getting a lot smaller. like really. a lot.
where do you wanna keep the cute polar bears and penguins? at home? ok lame.
by this time are you laughing your ass off? I reckon yes hahahI think some day I might when I look back but I want to be able to grow up and have a family (: and have Earth to live on.
WHOAHMYGOAT.
I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING. (nadh's style hahahahhaa)
anyway I was the only one in PE shirt and Mr Methias got me asking a question he wrote the previous day and was like , "hey, the one with blue eyes, can you do me a favour?" hahah then I took out.
Nadh: my heart is too good.
Me: my mind is too good.
hahahahha. we're good people ((:
so asking a question about WWF International is sooo not me. heh.
after that I was off to jp cos GUESS WHAT.
I was telling mother my cravings while I window-shopped. so
mother: you want them?
me: yeahhhhh.
mother: okay. but must promise me that you won't sleep late any more.
HAHAHA omg I didn't know that really matters to her.
awww.
then we shopped for SOMETHING;D and ohgoats I touched sooooo many clothes today. I was thinking of wearing some super bling bling tube for disco. hahaahaa. but manx, I loike.
"kul brape kau mawu ciiiaaaoooo?"
HAHAHAHA she is tooooo soft-hearted that her ciao sounded like a cat. I taught her the real way: kul brape kau nak CIAO.
hahahah omg these days, I really really loike.
I'M A POTENTIAL SHOPAHOLIC.
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I know she's bad. she's evil. she's not human. for real. I don't even know why she's my nenek. but now I know that's not her.
YAH . my life and family revolves too much on these things that sometimes I think they don't exist and ppl just believe to satisfy themselves. but it matters now.
we can't keep going on like this. we're family. and just bcos of one monster, breaking ties is unreasonable.
show them the whole truth.
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I miss you and I think you should know and already did.
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sometimes it really seems like we're the bestest friends. we spend A LOT of time together and idk if we get sick of ourselves. HAHHA. we disagree sometimes and are honest about that but still we never fought seriously or feel awkward. I got a feeling I want you as my best friend but we are super similar cos we both hide some things about ourselves. we both see our craziest moments but we never shared our breakdowns. and one day we both will look back and reflect on our friendship once we part, I'm sure(: and I cherish you. I really do.
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if you're coming back, I've got no idea. I really don't want another piece of history in future.
oh yes. ! I forgot totally.
at Teban, aku nampak dia. he gave me a long glare to confirm it's really me before this super sharp (!) jeling. oh, aku sungguh tak heran.
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