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let's forget this.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
guess I have to be a teeny weeny bit more straight-forward.
I tolded myself that, I can't. urgh fark what am I crapping about.
shithead.
yeah, it's been me all this while.
I'm trying to forget this, tau.
I'm sorry if I was too harsh.
that's the bimbo side of me.
I'm trying to forget you, I guess. frankly eh.
Idk if I can. but I try.
it's not worth trying hard to climb to the summit just to get knocked right down upon reaching it.
not worth being with you when the one who's appreciating every moment we spend together is me, myself and I. and time flies very fast. and some day we're gonna go separate ways.
hah, idk lah.
but I'll just act normal in front of you, I promise. I dont wanna talk about this any more.
I'll try to stop the heartache myself. I'll try to stop crying.
cos I assume you're alright. yah. forget it.
yesterday pat skola tido dlm class.
had a nightmare.
bangun tros nanges.
damn scary. kan nadh. scary marrrrry.
three ppl. A, B and C.
A walked out of the class, cabot skola or something.
then I looked out of the window.
saw A on one side of a road.
going towards B and C on the other side of the road.
and A crossed the road without realising a car speeding towards A.
and that point of time, I woke up, turned behind, found that A was safe and sound, and I cried.
shit, I shouldn't have slept.
and I'm always traumatised by my weird dreams, idk why.
ape nadh?
ur future depends on ur dreams so go to sleep kan.
and I think I'm losing someone to some other ppl.
I don't seem to be part of those ppl, tht's why.
and this feeling mcm ade kene mengene dngn mimpi buruk tu.
phm tk nadh? mmm.
haiyo. sampai skrg maseh tk bleh belik m nasir nye album.
actually this week da bleh.
then this bloody shit thing uh, fuck fuck fuck.
urgh, syiba, when can you stop complaining eh?
I failed my eng paper 1. yay?
nk bet tk? aku confirm overall I'll be the worst one dlm sbsbs.
biase urh.
aggregate baru 237, msok css pon pasal si polka dot monster tu and cca.
at first pon tknk appeal into css.
nak masok swiss cottage. mama urh ni.
I think I should have joined swiss cottage.
at least the competition would not be this hard, God.
education is UNCOOL.
smlm tunggu GG punye lah lembab.
lembaaaaaaabi eh nadh? kwang3.
I'm still so curious about marching.
Marching is UNCOOL.
what's the point siol?
exercise? nah, cannot be.
borriiinggg.
exactly 1 more month to spend with abang.
damnn.
malay dance was somehow weird yesterday.
only 13 ppl come. good ppl like me.
first time buat duty.
cekgu tertanye tanye "mane secretary cekgu ni? dudok sini lahh."
that's damn cute of cekgu.
hai, secretary tk gune.
ok bubye, gtg, cheebye.
:/