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KPAK BING BING
Monday, September 8, 2008
Mama's getting married.
the diamond ring, it's with me.
I feel like throwing it away, in the middle of atlantic ocean and make him search for it until he gives up and nvr cmes back.
you know, it's sad to see ppl waste money on jewellery. kasilah aku, anak yatim.
hahaha. no, I'm not mata duitan no more. I won't fall for a guy who's much richer than me just cos of his money. not like them.
well, yest went to buka at the evertop chicken rice at clementi with him and his p5 daughter and sec5 son. and I nvr talked. I went there just to buka. I was forced too, again. I don't want any of my stuffs to be destroyed no more. this week, ppl destroyed my study table and one of my black watches. how could they. oh, I met Abg Riezman, but he damn sombonggg.
Seha said Mama has the right to get married. if Ayah can, why can't Mama?
fyi, I never wanted Ayah to kahwin. I just ignored the fact tht he's married cos he's not living with us any mre, he's like considered dead? astaghfirullahalazim.
at least he and whoever the unlucky dumb lady won't affect my life.
my daily life.
but if Mama gets married, he is probably gonna make us move out of this house, and stay with him somewhere I will call hell. no way, there are way too much memories here.
well, I give up now. this time, I wont show attitude - maybe just fake smiles everyday.
at least I wont be considered rude or anak derhaka or summat.
oh! he cut his hair, to meet Atok.
if I meet Atok one day, he's gonna know what I feel, I know.
Something just tells me that he can sense what I feel and what problems I have.
He'd give me tht I-sympathise-you look.
but he knows I'm strong baybeh.
Atok rocks.
but sadly, he can't do anything about it, can he, God?
well, no one is gonna stop me from hating him.
when you accept someone, it doesn't mean you like tht someone.
and oh Mama, missing a father doesn't mean needing one.
I'm a big girl now, I don't need no father.
but u need someone right. fine.
and when I go to my friend's house to complete a project, don't even think I'm at his place. I've never talked to him for what it seems like a thousand years. and you talked bout rights. I have the right to miss him.
go ahead.
( di bibirku lafazkan rela, di hati terasa pedihnya~)
of course the pain is much more than the words here.
but Nasyiba is a HERO.