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Monday, March 16, 2009
have you ever wondered what the hell were you born in the world for?work hard to lead a happy life and eventually die?
I mean yeah, everyone will die right.
so why were you born on Earth to see just a bit of it
and having to do your duty to God
and then pay for your sins later on?
I mean, yes, I am very afraid indeed.
wouldnt it be better if you weren't born at all?
I once asked my mother if she'd wondered when she was pregnant
if the baby in there would wanna carry on living when she's grown up.
if the baby would grow up to become a girl who will love life?
if only father used a condom at THAT TIME.
oh, a bit dirty eyy.
yeah, thats the fact anw.
if father had actually used a condom about 14+ years ago,
it would save all this trouble.
OH BAA COME ON.
idk whts wrong.
sometimes feels like crying but not at the right place.
don't want people to come staring and asking if I'm okay.
feels so bingit at home.
people, do you think father is a bad guy?
Baa doesn't know, only God knows right.
but to think about it again, how can he be?
you see, Nasyiba Sahari is a good person with a nice heart (: (idk what you guys think but I agree on this) so cos her mother's not very nice at all, from whom did she get the good heart?
and Baa now thinks she's a lot like her father (yes you can tell Baa's pretty confused). her father loves arts. her father loves writing. her father's pretty talented. he said it's in the blood XD . her father isn't really a very serious man after all. he's pretty good at handling things. but he failed to handle mother, of course.
just like how Baa's good at handling everything except her mother.
Baa doesn't care what people say any more.
she doesn't care about that 'snake' thingy.
Baa doesn't think she believes all that anyway.
so stop blaming everything on her father if you don't have enough evidence,
how could you trust other people saying all those awful things anyway?
end of emo stuff.
kuiz bidai was fun! I wasn't involved though, but it was very fun even watching them.
Raa couldn't stop bitching about RI. hahah. when they couldn't answer correctly,
Raa: PADAN MUKE.
when they could,
Raa: diam ah / action!
hairan bin ajaib betul la Raa.
okay. I'm sooo in the holiday mood and sooo excited for tmrw's syf rehearsal until I can't sleep.
hahahah, fake. not really la.
I just don't wanna sleep. yet?
I feel like staying up the whole night,
which I haven't been doing for years.
I remember staying up playing playstation/wrestling/taxi with bro last time.
and to think about it again, hahahah its so funny man.
oh how do you play taxi?
1. you need at least 2 players. decide who will be the taxi driver and who will be the passenger (I was usually the passenger, which wasn't really fair cos I liked being the driver)
2. arrange your cushions from the sofa on the floor or arrange seats to look like seats in a taxi (two at the front, two behind)
3. add props (mirrors, steering wheel, brake, radio, a small container to put money, knob, and the signal thingy) which can actually be substituted with.. (mirrors, of course, mother's circular tray from the kitchen, the brake you use for racing games on the com, a real radio, and a container, yepp, and oh, knob? use the TV remote control. for the left/right signal thingy, use pen also can.) basically stick them anywhere you can la, you can put the knob in between two cushions tightly so that it wn't fall.
4. passenger should say out any destination. wait until driver says 'okay, buckle your seat belt' (and its an imaginary seat belt, btw. its impossible to get everything there)
5. driver pretends to drive and come up with stupid ideas like 'ey, there's a traffic jam' or 'accident!' or 'it's gonna rain soon'
6. passenger pretends to agree with the driver or go against the driver and come up with another stupid thing like 'tak nampak pape pon' or 'cannot see anything lei' and LOL.
7. when you've already reached your destination (which is dependent on how long the driver wants to pretend driving), pay sme cents to him (but don't worry he will return you back)
8. driver puts the mney into the small container
9. passenger acts to open the vehicle door and get out.
HAHAH!
okay I still remember ahh. memories (:
and basically wrestling is wrestling
except you laugh a lot.
although you know there's bruises on your shoulders
or a bump on your head. the biggest mistake is to cry cos it would wake mother up in the middle of the night and that would be the end of the world.
and you can arrange pillows around you to form a square like in a real match,
except they use a stage like that and very thick strings around it right.
and then you fight.
oops. of course you need smth on the floor. preferably a mattress.
okay shadap.
I talk a lot today but it's okay.
:)
syg kamu smua . bubye.
tmr pics cming up alritey. mother nags again. :(