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Friday, August 21, 2009
what happened today?
today's weird.
besides having "Tulisan Nasyiba kemas umpama yang dicetak di komputer." in someone's latihan bina ayat during malay class, everything seems weird - feeling glad at a moment being with you, but at the same time, having the burning sensation inside to, flare up?
anw tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, jgn ikut style bina ayat itu. salah. hahha.
malay o lvls are coming, and I'm so currently screwed up for malay, which never really happened to me. perhaps cos I haven't been writing much in malay. check my old posts, really old ones, wah everything malay. sungguh the melayu. hais. the thing is no matter how fluent you are at blogging in English, it doesn't apply in compres in exams, whereas for malay, maybe?
aku ni orang melayu sgt2 tau:D hahha padahal tadi anyhow insert bulan in the peribahasa, become "laksana wau BULAN melawan angin" -.-
bio pracs are fun actually, except when you have a goat's heart on the teacher's table or an animal's liver and you have to be in contact with those. then smetimes you thought ur partner didn't wash her hands properly cos you smell smth yucky when it's really your imagination. it actually got so wild you almost puked. today we had one of the best ones, fortunately, used microscope and saw cooool stuff.
I totally frgot abt cca photoshoot. then I remember taking make-up kit out of my bag this mrning -.- so after tht make-up didn't turn out good. wasted yeah. ahh anw. what to do.
shit-chatting with Nadh was awesome too. at Mac, we talked about random typical names and the characteristics of people with those names:
AA-MEE-RAAs are clever.
JIAWENs are clever and cute.
NAQIAHs are jambu like Nurul Aini.
AA-TEE-KAAHs are.. sweet.
NADHIRAHs are quiet. oops. *seem quiet but are actually rowdy ppl X)
and more?
anw. I know there's someone else in s'pore with the name nashibah. hahha;D
then it continued. in public,
me: *sings random songs
Nadh: if you were alone walking here, would you be singing?
me: LOL of course not!
Nadh: hahahha.
me: ya sometimes I wonder why I shouldn't sing when I'm alone.
Nadh: later ppl think you crazy !
me: exactly! why would strangers think you're crazy when it's smth normal to do in life? like in the bus, ppl who are alone often keep quiet and stare at blank space. why is it so abnormal to sing or perhaps dance if there's some space in the train or smth? LOL.
Nadh: LOL.
sometimes I would really wanna sing in the bus even when I'm alone. hahha. I wished I was crazy to go the extra mile to be happy. XD hah, as if those ppl never sang in their lives before.
well, we should live life to the fullest shouldn't we?
then I felt glad that Mrs Audrey Tham smiled at me:] she must have thought of something. okay baba ss-ing. HAHA!
then I felt glad that I made a right move. at least I tried.
yeah, everything is darn super weird to me, I swear,
how you could cry when someone says smth so sweet to you,
to stay with you through thick and thin.
and then how you wished it would end just here.
how you threw the words away cos they only apply at one moment in time, not the rest of the time.
hai. KAU NI SUSAH NAK PAHAM, KAU TAWU TAK.
HAHHA.
promises.
promises.
promises.
what do these mean to you?
to me,
they are just a bunch of words nicely put together to assure of something which in reality is unpredictable.
don't you think so?
not being emo at all, but really, the most convincing ppl can break a promise once it slips off their mind like POOF!
humans make mistakes right. I do too sometimes.
and I'm glad I've grown wiser.
and never promise not to hurt, cos you never know when you actually do so.
today someone I almost visited yesterday in Hospital Penawar in Pasir Gudang, Johore, ran away from the hosp. I almost cracked up. then I realised it ain't funny at all.
weird. sigh.
hah. till then.
toodles.
meraung di jiwa.