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Friday, October 9, 2009
I finally got used to these people whom I think have something common among them. perhaps it's there in every of them, the mentality of being far more superior than the rest and the pride in them, which I apparently cannot tahan. I wasn't observant before, but now I do realise. is it normal for everyone?or perhaps I'm the one who cannot take being looked down upon.
don't know, don't care.
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sometimes I wonder what if I was another person on Earth watching my actual self and what impression would I have. hmm.
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sometimes I say I can't be bothered.
sometimes I say I'm lazy.
sometimes I say I don't care.
sometimes I say I'm not supposed to be here.
sometimes I say I can't do this.
sometimes I say I don't have what it takes.
sometimes I say I definitely won't make it through.
sometimes I say 'urgh so what?' .
sometimes I say I hate being what I am.
sometimes I say I give up.
sometimes I say I regret.
but that's not me.
that's what I thought I was,
cos there's a silver lining behind every cloud.
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And at last,
All the pictures have been burnt.
All the past,
It's just a lesson that we've learnt.
I won't forget,
Please don't forget
Us.
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yesterday was english.
the first time in my whole entire life in exam doing summary draft.
and the first time in my whole entire life doing personal recount,
which I reckon must be some 'anyhow' thing to do.
so it was like writing my diary. heh, I loike.
today was combined humans and ch makes you wanna pee.
like really, I pee-ed during recess and also after the 2nd paper.
and it's not the suka-suka kinda pee. it's the cannot-tahan pee.
see, ch makes you wanna pee.
as usual, I didn't finish the papers. but essays donedek.
iloikedek.
history sources were so chim that I had to think and think to get the difference and similarity and when I read my answers back, I found myself literally whispering "ape kau merepek."
haha, marks gone here and there.
bio. biologi bisa membuat anda biol.
hai.
okay byee.
I miss it here.
will do updates abt kampung soon.
(:
toodles.
xoxo
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baby, there's this ambience that I miss.
perhaps I was daydreaming when I once felt you right here by my side, holding me tight.
yeah, bite me. hahahhaahah.
I love you.
Labels: honesty's the best policy.