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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
was hungry yesterday night. I am always hungry at night but not in the day. that part I really don't know why.so Seha made pancakes and a bit too much so I came up with that ^^
I think I'm sick hahahaha.
Maksim Mrvica is coming to Singapore you know . heh dream big big wait long long.
anyway actually geog lesson rocked today, hahha some day Singapore's tourism slogan will no longer be 'uniquely singapore' but 'booms!' or 'OI ! singapore LAH!' Ezzul is sooo funny.
and Mdm Ros shared her pics with us :D she can be very cute at times.
today I bumped into Kah Leong, Vivian, Qiu Ying and Amirah at clementi otw home and then Ruzainah. she lives really really near me, I didn't know that -.-"
wasn't that bad after all hehe :B I feel foolish.
omg monster is soooooooo(!) annoying :/
same thing every.single.day.
yeah, everything I do is never good enough.
gth.
and I also saw some ptps teachers who've been teaching since idk when, for sooo long I remember this teacher. her name is Mrs Atma Singh and back then when she went bonkers she would call us stupid and we were just puny little children aged 8. then in the morning when I got morning chills running down my legs, I shook them a lot and she yelled at me: STOP SHAKING!
o.O
ok so random.
haix. other people holidays start already lei.
I need a break from everything. impossible isn't it.
hey. do you think I'm a coward?
like I've been having 2nd and 3rd and 4th (and so on) thoughts about approaching her. I've been longing to hammer her head (wakakaka mcm paham) ok tahan baa. sabar.
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idk what you want from me but whatever it is, I'm sure you knew some time ago that I can't give it to you. I mean, realistically. everyone comes and goes.
what we have is just a friendship that doesn't necessarily bring happiness all the time. I come to you when you need help and you come to me when I need help. but our lives limit the time we have and I thought you're a friend who would understand.
it's okay. I mean REALISTICALLY(again), everyone's leaving.
and I'm fine.
I know I can't be there with you all the time. and I warned you before, but you insisted on staying, remember?
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oh I like this :)
percayalah padaku
meski di gelap malam,
kamu ngga' sendirian!
dan semua bintang
yang ku tinggalkan
temani kau sampai akhir malam!
na na na na ~
Labels: honesty's the best policy.
long time no post.
Friday, October 9, 2009
I finally got used to these people whom I think have something common among them. perhaps it's there in every of them, the mentality of being far more superior than the rest and the pride in them, which I apparently cannot tahan. I wasn't observant before, but now I do realise. is it normal for everyone?or perhaps I'm the one who cannot take being looked down upon.
don't know, don't care.
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sometimes I wonder what if I was another person on Earth watching my actual self and what impression would I have. hmm.
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sometimes I say I can't be bothered.
sometimes I say I'm lazy.
sometimes I say I don't care.
sometimes I say I'm not supposed to be here.
sometimes I say I can't do this.
sometimes I say I don't have what it takes.
sometimes I say I definitely won't make it through.
sometimes I say 'urgh so what?' .
sometimes I say I hate being what I am.
sometimes I say I give up.
sometimes I say I regret.
but that's not me.
that's what I thought I was,
cos there's a silver lining behind every cloud.
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And at last,
All the pictures have been burnt.
All the past,
It's just a lesson that we've learnt.
I won't forget,
Please don't forget
Us.
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yesterday was english.
the first time in my whole entire life in exam doing summary draft.
and the first time in my whole entire life doing personal recount,
which I reckon must be some 'anyhow' thing to do.
so it was like writing my diary. heh, I loike.
today was combined humans and ch makes you wanna pee.
like really, I pee-ed during recess and also after the 2nd paper.
and it's not the suka-suka kinda pee. it's the cannot-tahan pee.
see, ch makes you wanna pee.
as usual, I didn't finish the papers. but essays donedek.
iloikedek.
history sources were so chim that I had to think and think to get the difference and similarity and when I read my answers back, I found myself literally whispering "ape kau merepek."
haha, marks gone here and there.
bio. biologi bisa membuat anda biol.
hai.
okay byee.
I miss it here.
will do updates abt kampung soon.
(:
toodles.
xoxo
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baby, there's this ambience that I miss.
perhaps I was daydreaming when I once felt you right here by my side, holding me tight.
yeah, bite me. hahahhaahah.
I love you.
Labels: honesty's the best policy.