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Thursday, October 22, 2009
I dreamt of Adibah Noor recently and I was so excited to tell but ... (fr once idk who to tell)Have you ever felt like you're different in everyone's eyes but none of the impressions really reflects who you are? everyone knows you on the outside, but no one really does on the inside.
moral of the story?
never have only one best friend.
today I didn't come to school (like again, yeah?)
lazed around at home (hahah I like laying in bed with a whole mattress on top of my body, feels warm)
I met up with afiq at clementi and then off to jurong east via west coast so I drove past the school and saw many many ppl in the field. why arh?
anyways. I want chocolate from paris ^.^ hahahaha
then I got art and craft stuffs for gifts and I got this whole set of jagged scissors :D
mcm budak kecik. then stickers, vanguard, and shape cutter(?) muahahaha.
then lepak-ed.
there's this whole life that I miss. losing you, is losing myself.
I'm sorry I can't understand it still. everywhere and everything is you, you and me, we, us. until when? that's the friggin' question that gets me going goats. I wonder, is everything gone to waste? well not everything has to end nicely too, eh? call me stupid, after all this time. naive, I was. very very.
after so long I touched it again, gave it a shot, and then another one.
abeh giddy. lembek.
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" I gave up everything I had on something that just wouldn't last but I refuse to cry, no tears will fall from these eyes. "
Labels: lost.
idk. no one knows.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
ALO! :Dbabe, I left the white chair by the computer table,
every time I turn to my right, I feel you are there.
but of course you aren't literally there.
you're here, inside me.
aww.
life has been urmm, messy!
so I decided to make my own calendar so I can see my schedule each day,
and I realised how busy and messy I actually am. :(
I can't attend badminton with cuzzies again :(( tsk.
phy lesson was indeed quite fun.
some goldfish and bird thingy. then everything they relate to those, that part was funny. XD
wow. I looked back, and guess what.
I'm over you.
though I know I can never say I don't ____ you,
I don't have to dwell about it no more,
I just have to turn a blind eye.
but it took quite long.
that waiting.
but something else came in,
:D and rescued me.
sayonara!
do you wonder?
do you wonder like I do?
like, what if it's better for you to go?
would you now be wasting time on me?
idk, well, no one knows.
do you wonder?
will we be alright without one another?
even if we know it's there,
will we survive not being able to let it out?
do you wonder?
do you wonder like I do?
if God has a plan, another plan for us?
for you, for me.
if God wants to show that anything can happen,
would you stay with me?
do you wonder?
if clearly for one another's good,
to the right path,
would you feel it's okay to leave?
do you wonder?
do you wonder if it will hurt?
loving you is a sad fact,
but inevitable.
don't leave, .
some day it'll go.
it really will.
don't lose faith in me.
in the middle of a crossroads,
every path seems..
wrong.
I never wanna hurt.
Labels: lost.